I suppose I'm in the extreme minority here when I say I enjoy working. Whether working for someone else, working for myself or filling my days with my own interests, I enjoy being productive. I have a very strong work ethic.
I would say you're normal and healthy.
A healthy person enjoys doing things - aka living.
A good amount of people I have met who were "low lives" or "parasites" just happened to be mentally broken down - inner weakness/disturbance which got pronounced by an upbringing without ideals/pressure/good education/a mentor.
A form of being a mental pussy which unfortunately seems to often hit quite talented and intelligent people which slowly fade away. The highly self conscious which tend to doubt themselves are the favorite food for the vultures of the "abyss".
There are of course true leeches around which are perfectly healthy(albeit slightly dumb & without ideals) who refuse any kind of "laborious" commitment.
Either way, in the end a high post count on getbig is all that matters in front of the pearly gates.
