Today was a day off.
I woke, made breakfast, watched a zombie DVD (Outpost: Black Sun) while I ate said breakfast, jammed some tunes (Cephalic Carnage, Cattle Decapitation) while gulping down mouthfuls of mud-black joe for my training session, hit the gym and lit the place on fire with my might, hit HMV where I bought several '80s-era KISS CDs (only had 'em on vinyl), hit Fatburger, hit the grocery store, and I am now home, rocking out with my cock out to my new KISS CDs.
Such is life when there's no demanding woman and/or children to clutter the fun.
Listen, there's no point to anything, friend. There is no "god". If we have a maker, it's either, a) long gone, or b) doesn't give a rat's ass and laughs it up at our expense.
Either way, it isn't a god, and it doesn't deserve worship, that's for sure.
We're floating aimlessly on this rock in space. Quite liberating, actually.
Find a few things that spark your passion and build your existence around them.
(The tip given by a few 'biggers concerning the dangers of drugs and alcohol is spot-on. Avoid this trap at all cost.)
For me, for example, nothing can ever be so bad that a session under a barbell or a jam of one of my rockin' CDs won't make everything purely fine in my little world.
And if it's so bad that I die, well, who gives a toss, anyway. I'm dead.
It's just a game. Live it to win. By your own rules.
I mean, if all else fails, how can you NOT crack a smile listening to the cheese that is KISS?! Gene and Paul are there for you, man. Poking a tongue and dancing with crazy legs, respectively.
Rock out, roll on.