So I've been ON for over 3 years, doses ranging from 500mgs of test to 3+ grams of gear, used almost everything including insulin and growth hormone, all types of orals etc etc.
So I got sick about 2.5 weeks ago and stopped training and eating, also pretty much just stopped pinning because I just didn't feel like it at the time. So it's been 2.5 weeks completely clean and honestly I feel pretty good although I'm breaking out a bit, my nut size is significantly larger already... Only
Bad thing is I'm literally shrinking.
I'm no longer sick therefore tomorrow I will step inside of the gym again after 2.5 weeks, and yes I will be starting up again back where I left off. Felt good giving my body and receptors a break honestly and if I wasn't losing size in all honesty I would stop the steroids for a few months. But it is what it is and I need to put on another 20lbs in 2 weeks. Yeah it will mostly be water but also a lot of glycogen I need to fill back out, being steroid free for 2.5 weeks I have already noticed changes like I'm literally shrinking.
Oh well.... Was a nice break to be honest it felt nice... Wish I could keep at it for longer but like I said I need to at least maintain and stop shrinking