3+ Years No Break On Steroids

[epcfitness]

So I've been ON for over 3 years, doses ranging from 500mgs of test to 3+ grams of gear, used almost everything including insulin and growth hormone, all types of orals etc etc.

So I got sick about 2.5 weeks ago and stopped training and eating, also pretty much just stopped pinning because I just didn't feel like it at the time. So it's been 2.5 weeks completely clean and honestly I feel pretty good although I'm breaking out a bit, my nut size is significantly larger already... Only
Bad thing is I'm literally shrinking.

I'm no longer sick therefore tomorrow I will step inside of the gym again after 2.5 weeks, and yes I will be starting up again back where I left off. Felt good giving my body and receptors a break honestly and if I wasn't losing size in all honesty I would stop the steroids for a few months. But it is what it is and I need to put on another 20lbs in 2 weeks. Yeah it will mostly be water but also a lot of glycogen I need to fill back out, being steroid free for 2.5 weeks I have already noticed changes like I'm literally shrinking.

Oh well.... Was a nice break to be honest it felt nice... Wish I could keep at it for longer but like I said I need to at least maintain and stop shrinking

[epcfitness]

One more thing my libido has been pretty much dead the whole time on gear after these 3++ years and today I caught myself getting massively turned out by a semi chubby chick with big boobs so much that I needed to let one go before bed... Going to miss that when I go back to the pins if it goes back to the way it used to be

[ritch]

2.5 weeks is not long at all, lol! I can't believe you're making such a big deal out of it! The build up of long ester tests I bet over all tha time was maybe why it was so easy also.

[Bulgarian_enforcer]

2.5 weeks is nothing, if I were you i would cruise on test prop 150 mg EW with 4 UI GH ED for 3-4 months and blast for the summer.

[heenok]

lol keep in mind the drugs are probably still in your system unless you were runing all short esthers/orals
i think the fact you stopped eating and training is the main contributor to your shrinking

[Jizmo]

agree on the above posts lol
in 2.5 weeks youre still at 5x natty levels if you ran 3g gear and some long esters in there 
your "shrinking" is lack of glycogen and pumps

last time i got off for like a week (to speed up getting to cruise dosages) i was half my size within a week, cuz i also stopped working out and eating properly

it all comes back when the drugs training and food are reintroduced

[Mad-scientist]

If your libido has been dead for 3 years basically you need to get that in check and figure out what is wrong. No libido for 3 years is not worth the extra muscle from steroids. It sounds like to me your lack of libido could be linked to high or low estrogen If I were you I would start getting some blood tests and get that in order. If you have had libido problems for 3 years and you know its because of the steroids you should really ask your self are the steroids worth it?

[aintitgrand]

Wait, you've had libido problems for 3+ years?! I agree with Mad-scientist, all the muscle in the world doesn't matter if your dick won't work for 3 fucking years!
Get that shit checked out ASAP! Bloodwork is your friend, bud.

[mr.muscle]

Wait, you've had libido problems for 3+ years?! I agree with Mad-scientist, all the muscle in the world doesn't matter if your dick won't work for 3 fucking years!
Get that shit checked out ASAP! Bloodwork is your friend, bud.

THIS!!

[mr.muscle]

simply for curiosity, have you any blood tests during all this time on?
  transaminases, kidney, cholesterol, prostate, estradiol, etc ... ??
some health problems during  all this time ?