MOS are you a powerlifter or bber?
In pics you look huge( but also a bit of a permabulker).
What is your weight? How tall are you?
LOL, I've attempted to be both and failed at both.

Total permabulker. I understood about nutrition, but didn't grasp the true sacrifice to lean out. I'm learning and living that now.
All I'll say about my weight is that it's A LOT LOL. I've been learning about losing weight for the last 4.5 months and have dropped 63lbs....more to go though but doing good.
I had some health complications that contributed to unexplained weight gain and only recently have things been turning around for the first time in several years.
I'm told today I look like an NFL offensive lineman but unfortunately I'm only 5'11"......I think I just look offensive. Working to correct. I'd rather look like a NFL defensive end or a John Cena'ish type....250lbs with blurry abs basically.
In the past I've had touches of bodybuilder, but more often looked like a decently built powerlifter. Never been shredded....been lean with blurry abs, but never shredded in all types of lighting....just been your classic "kitchen lighting, non-competitor lean"

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