Your real experience? You mean the part where you 'just lost your last lady friend'?
And are now making the most thirsty posts this side of a Julio caesar thread?
And why do you want to hurt me, anyway? Think hard...
Narcissistic Rage to answer your last q
your post hinted that I wasn't able to physically attract females upon first meeting which is wrong, my problem is keeping a relationship going, I don't have a problem starting them
what females find unattractive in me is my douce bag personality, highly focused on self and not giving much of a flying fuck about them and their feelings