Melvin, if you just took Shaun Ray's advice regarding how to serve your sponsors in a methodical and logical way then you may been on your way to correcting your path.
Bottom line, Shawn provided structure and focus. Melvin, your world was in chaos, consumed by illegal substances, drugged fu*ked losers, filthy schmoes and scabby h@es.
Look, I despise that midget Sean as well. However he knows how to attract sponsors and keep them.