I'll ask you the same question I asked the other idiots...why would I pretend to be gay?
What's the point?
You're not pretending but you're forcing it. If you hadn't been born into this disgraceful age you would have never gone so far off the deep end to start taking penis up the ass.
You're weak-minded and perverted, you weren't born gay, you said so yourself, you liked girls first. And it's the "thrill" of acting gay that appeals to you, again in your own words, which just means any sort of sexual deviance would have been "your thing", only that gayness was the most accepted one in this day and age.
You are a product entirely of the gay agenda, and prove exactly why I am so adamantly against it. Many, many more people think the way I do, they're just afraid to speak. See what happened to the Google engineer as an example
You are continuing to the downfall of the west and that, above all, is why you are so despicable.