ESFitness - Been in hospital for weeks - what did I miss?

[Simple Simon]

Mental case has no money and Bridge off of government checks and food stamps marriage painting in nude pictures which is likely because until maybe a year or two ago Jeffrey was claiming to be a homosexual on these forms

and I would give you a butt fuck to take your mind off your hip.

[ESFitness]

ESF HAS THAT KURT RUSSELL MEETS DICAPRIO THING,,PROPS ON THE ELVIS /RUSSELL HAIR ..GREAT DO'

Lol hair usually ain't lookin like an Elvis pompadour like it dude in of those videos.

When I have regular size on me I usually get told to look like Wolverine LOL ( like I mentioned earlier I haven't stepped foot inside the gym since probably March when I seriously fucked up my neck and I've only done maybe 3 test injections since then in addition to the nandrolone injection that caused my current situation)

[Simple Simon]

Lol hair usually ain't lookin like an Elvis pompadour like it dude in of those videos.

When I have regular size on me I usually get told to look like Wolverine LOL ( like I mentioned earlier I haven't stepped foot inside the gym since probably March when I seriously fucked up my neck and I've only done maybe 3 test injections since then in addition to the nandrolone injection that caused my current situation)

Regular means more often than not, not "once in my life 10 years ago and never took a picture".

[ESFitness]

Regular means more often than not, not "once in my life 10 years ago and never took a picture".

Nah sissy, regular size means about 225-235. You think I'm worried about that? Unlike you I can put on 25-30 pounds in 3 weeks with little more than  500 test a week and a little bit of methyltrienolone.

Oddly, again, you seem more concerned about it than I am

Btw, dipshit, 10 years ago I was in prison. 13yrs ago was probably my best ever at a lean 247, & yea, there WERE pics, taken with a Kodak digital camera as that was before camera phones were popular, however that was before you move across country and a prison stay and losing everything in a storage unit including my exes and eyes School paperwork including her UCLA bachelor's degree diploma and my certificates from 3 years of automotive technology School and important tax paperwork and contract for deed for our home, a large amount of our son's toys a large amount of our furniture and other important shit like our son's baby books and pictures of our sons as babies... show pictures of me Zenon flexing and shit really ain't that fucking important.

[Simple Simon]

Nah sissy, regular size means about 225-235. You think I'm worried about that? Unlike you I can put on 25-30 pounds in 3 weeks with little more than  500 test a week and a little bit of methyltrienolone.

Oddly, again, you seem more concerned about it than I am

psst, thats water retention, don't you know anything at all?

[Top Poodle]

Hi Sev...

Sev is the man. Keep it real bro.

[ESFitness]

psst, thats water retention, don't you know anything at all?

And? What does that tell you? Considering I'm only using 500 mg a week of testosterone along with an anti aromatase as well as antibiotic doesn't aromatized to estrogen or retain water.

Answer the question.

.... Actually, answer all the questions.

[Simple Simon]

And? What does that tell you? Considering I'm only using 500 mg a week of testosterone along with an anti aromatase as well as antibiotic doesn't aromatized to estrogen or retain water.

Answer the question.

.... Actually, answer all the questions.

ah right so you gain 25lb of pure muscle tissue in 21 days, what on earth was I thinking...

Thats why you are a PT and Im not.

[ESFitness]

ah right so you gain 25lb of pure muscle tissue in 21 days, what on earth was I thinking...

Thats why you are a PT and Im not.

Is  That what I said?

Is that what I asked?

Answer the fucking questions, moron.

[ESFitness]

[Kwon]

Is the german nurse still around? The one you told "Shit of course i'm special" to?

[Costanza]

big erics vlogs actually pretty good

[ESFitness]

Is the german nurse still around? The one you told "Shit of course i'm special" to?

I did see that dumb bitch the other night question wasn't my nurse the holy fuck let's do the math since Friday let's see, I have had nine nurses in total two of them have not been complete fucking cunt and that was the two younger Asian girls and they were the only two out of the nine who...

#1- did not lecture me on the medications in using in general,not just the pain meds, but the gabapentin ( at least five of the other seven remaining nurses have given their unsolicited opinion that my 800 mg dose 3 times a day (2400mg)is very hi if not the highest they've ever seen what I have to explain to them there's no recommended "maximum dose". There's common doses which the maximum common dose is 800 times 4 times a day (3200mg). However the psychiatrist whom prescribed that particular dose (you have to go to a psychiatrist to get a prescription for A month's worth of a benzo, in my particular case Klonopin 1mg twice per day for a couple of months about this time last year) I would venture to guess, has a few more years of education in that particular field of pharmacology then they do, and my baclofen dose which is 20 mg three times a day instead of the common 10 mg once or twice per day... not to mention the anabolics at the very least testosterone dose even a minimum HRT dose these bitches have zero understanding of the pharmacological effects of testosterone or the lack of testosterone in a man. Therefore are in no place to offer up an opinion, much less an unsolicited opinion.

#2- did not complain in outright refuse to give pain medication as directed by the doctors and Pain Management specialist. Painkillers are prescribed once every 4 hours for the oral oxycodone and once every 2 hours for the injectable IV Dilaudid. For instance the nurse I have right now since 7 a.m. outright refused to give the pain medication as directed by the pain management specialist. She insisted on waiting every 2 hours between the different pain medications. Which Fox up the entire God damn schedule for the day. The dumb bitch does not understand that there's a reason why there's an oral pain medication and an injectable IV pain medication and why they are staggered the way they are. If they want to refuse doctor's orders and play with their own schedule maybe the dumb pitches should have went to school a few more years longer fucking sick of this goddamn shit. The bitch last night even said it's illegal to administer the oral and injectable pain medication at the same time I went over this in one of the videos. Well if it's fucking illegal why the fuck was it done so commonly not just my one nurse but by multiple nurses on the other floor in the other building know I was in in the same Hospital? If something is illegal you get car right away because it's all on the fucking God damn computers and if you do something illegal you get caught right away you don't get to do it a few times before you get caught and you get in trouble it's just like speeding you don't get to do it a few times before you get in trouble.

So I don't know what the fuck it is with the nurse is on this goddamn floor in this building...

*yeah my Dilaudid I'm like 40 minutes past due for Fux sake*
(Haha the goddamn nurse just walked by and asked did I need something in my voice text caught it above. I hit the fucking nurse call Button 40 fucking minutes ago and now my whole fucking schedule fucked up again because of this dumb fucking bitch)

... why is it that I can have 2 nurses out of the 9 since I've been on this floor in this building who have been on time with everything and it's not like they've had any less number of patients. Even the nurses aides in the other building on the other floor wear nicer and more helpful then the ones here I just don't fucking get it I do not fucken understand it. If these dumb bitches don't want to do their fucking job quit. And go fucking sell insurance or some shit go work in a fucking Cafe and cook fucking pancakes or some shit at IHOP or something their personalities are more suited to.

[Taffin]

Why not complain to someone above them...?

I did see that dumb bitch the other night question wasn't my nurse the holy fuck let's do the math since Friday let's see, I have had nine nurses in total two of them have not been complete fucking girl and that was the two younger Asian girls and they were the only two out of the nine who...

#1- did not lecture me on the medications in using in general,not just the pain meds, but the gabapentin ( at least five of the other seven remaining nurses have given their unsolicited opinion that my 800 mg dose 3 times a day (2400mg)is very hi if not the highest they've ever seen what I have to explain to them there's no recommended "maximum dose". There's common doses which the maximum common dose is 800 times 4 times a day (3200mg). However the psychiatrist whom prescribed that particular dose (you have to go to a psychiatrist to get a prescription for A month's worth of a benzo, in my particular case Klonopin 1mg twice per day for a couple of months about this time last year) I would venture to guess, has a few more years of education in that particular field of pharmacology then they do, and my baclofen dose which is 20 mg three times a day instead of the common 10 mg once or twice per day... not to mention the anabolics at the very least testosterone dose even a minimum HRT dose these bitches have zero understanding of the pharmacological effects of testosterone or the lack of testosterone in a man. Therefore are in no place to offer up an opinion, much less an unsolicited opinion.

#2- did not complain in outright refuse to give pain medication as directed by the doctors and Pain Management specialist. Painkillers are prescribed once every 4 hours for the oral oxycodone and once every 2 hours for the injectable IV Dilaudid. For instance the nurse I have right now since 7 a.m. outright refused to give the pain medication as directed by the pain management specialist. She insisted on waiting every 2 hours between the different pain medications. Which Fox up the entire God damn schedule for the day. The dumb bitch does not understand that there's a reason why there's an oral pain medication and an injectable IV pain medication and why they are staggered the way they are. If they want to refuse doctor's orders and play with their own schedule maybe the dumb pitches should have went to school a few more years longer fucking sick of this goddamn shit. The bitch last night even said it's illegal to administer the oral and injectable pain medication at the same time I went over this in one of the videos. Well if it's fucking illegal why the fuck was it done so commonly not just my one nurse but by multiple nurses on the other floor in the other building know I was in in the same Hospital? If something is illegal you get car right away because it's all on the fucking God damn computers and if you do something illegal you get caught right away you don't get to do it a few times before you get caught and you get in trouble it's just like speeding you don't get to do it a few times before you get in trouble.

So I don't know what the fuck it is with the nurse is on this goddamn floor in this building...

*yeah my Dilaudid I'm like 40 minutes past due for Fux sake*
(Haha the goddamn nurse just walked by and asked did I need something in my voice text caught it above. I hit the fucking nurse call Button 40 fucking minutes ago and now my whole fucking schedule fucked up again because of this dumb fucking bitch)

... why is it that I can have 2 nurses out of the 9 since I've been on this floor in this building who have been on time with everything and it's not like they've had any less number of patients. Even the nurses aides in the other building on the other floor wear nicer and more helpful then the ones here I just don't fucking get it I do not fucken understand it. If these dumb bitches don't want to do their fucking job quit. And go fucking sell insurance or some shit go work in a fucking Cafe and cook fucking pancakes or some shit at IHOP or something their personalities are more suited to.

[ESFitness]

Why not complain to someone above them...?

I most likely will tomorrow I'm afraid if I complain though however they're going to pull the pain meds all together.

I just had a little "conversation" with the nurse who made a comment I forget what it was and then the conversation turned into following doctor's orders for the pain med schedule and she says "everything's been on time or at most 10 or 15 minutes past due" I said "no it's not true at all my dad was sitting right here visiting with me and pain med dose then was at least 55min past due by the time you brought it, which Fucks up the next pain med dose and then this morning was about an hour and a half late" she says it was not... I said " it absolutely was because I made a video and posted it to YouTube right afterwards you want to watch it? I'll show it to you", & she huffs and puffs and walks off.

Oh, is a dumb bitch even comes into the room to bring the pain meds while my dad was here visiting with his big ass fucking frown on her face and I want I just got recently most recently which was a Dilaudid dose because she missed the fucking oxycodone dose and let the payment will get to a 9 or at 10 again and comes in here and I can hear your fucking whatnot big ass fuckin sighs like a little kid having a clean their room or some shit her doing something they don't want to fucking do.

I most likely be talking to the pain management doctor tomorrow since he came into the room this afternoon when I was on the phone with the insurance company

[Shizzo]

ES......I know you must be bored out of your mind right now, but dude......You don't have to make so many videos. Are you trying to gain a Youtube following? How about you rest, read some books, play some video games, literally anything but talking about Getbig, drugs, and your hospital stay.

You need a mental break. I don't want these multiple videos (daily) to become your next addiction. Concentrate on maybe 2 to 3 videos a week, so you can really be focused on what you want to talk about. In my opinion, its becoming overkill at the moment.

Get healthy, brother.

[ChopperRider]

ES......I know you must be bored out of your mind right now, but dude......You don't have to make so many videos. Are you trying to gain a Youtube following? How about you rest, read some books, play some video games, literally anything but talking about Getbig, drugs, and your hospital stay.

You need a mental break. I don't want these multiple videos (daily) to become your next addiction. Concentrate on maybe 2 to 3 videos a week, so you can really be focused on what you want to talk about. In my opinion, its becoming overkill at the moment.

Get healthy, brother.

Stop trying to moderate what people post you fat hairless dicksucking land manatee.

ESFitness is becoming a Getbig star and you swallow steaming hot loads of man spackle.

[Shizzo]

Stop trying to moderate what people post you fat hairless dicksucking land manatee.

ESFitness is becoming a Getbig star and you swallow steaming hot loads of man spackle.

[ESFitness]

ES......I know you must be bored out of your mind right now, but dude......You don't have to make so many videos. Are you trying to gain a Youtube following? How about you rest, read some books, play some video games, literally anything but talking about Getbig, drugs, and your hospital stay.

You need a mental break. I don't want these multiple videos (daily) to become your next addiction. Concentrate on maybe 2 to 3 videos a week, so you can really be focused on what you want to talk about. In my opinion, its becoming overkill at the moment.

Get healthy, brother.

I am indeed bored and somebody here suggested I do YouTube instead of Instagram videos so it's my new toy that's a lot easier is it hit record on video there is the type of wash it out on my phone or use voice texting and go back in fruit for you to fix all the typos(*proofread and fix all the typos... See what I mean?)

I've got no books here except for the drug reference guides that I swiped from one of the nurses station

I don't play video games and I don't watch TV.

A little irritating since I'm supposed to be back in the gym training and back on cycle the day after this whole thing started & I'm at least three weeks away four weeks away from getting back in the gym or even being disconnected from my Midline/PICC-Line for the I.v. antibiotics.

[ESFitness]

ES......I know you must be bored out of your mind right now, but dude......You don't have to make so many videos. Are you trying to gain a Youtube following? How about you rest, read some books, play some video games, literally anything but talking about Getbig, drugs, and your hospital stay.

You need a mental break. I don't want these multiple videos (daily) to become your next addiction. Concentrate on maybe 2 to 3 videos a week, so you can really be focused on what you want to talk about. In my opinion, its becoming overkill at the moment.

Get healthy, brother.

As long as I have to talk back to talk about you can count on a video

[Shizzo]

I am indeed bored and somebody here suggested I do YouTube instead of Instagram videos so it's my new toy that's a lot easier is it hit record on video there is the type of wash it out on my phone or use voice texting and go back in fruit for you to fix all the typos(*proofread and fix all the typos... See what I mean?)

I've got no books here except for the drug reference guides that I swiped from one of the nurses station

I don't play video games and I don't watch TV.

A little irritating since I'm supposed to be back in the gym training and back on cycle the day after this whole thing started & I'm at least three weeks away four weeks away from getting back in the gym or even being disconnected from my Midline/PICC-Line for the I.v. antibiotics.

Attention is your worst enemy (unless you are making money) ERIC, what are you trying to get out of this?

[Shizzo]

As long as I have to talk back to talk about you can count on a video

i just hope you have two legs to stand on, you narcissistic asshole. Oh, we can count on a video? I hope you can count to two?

[ESFitness]

i just hope you have two legs to stand on, you narcissistic asshole. Oh, we can count on a video? I hope you can count to two?

Are you bipolar? Serious question.

.....Or you just trying to grab the tiger by the tail and get some attention from me which in turn would get some attention from everybody else placed on you?

[Shizzo]

Are you bipolar? Serious question.

.....Or you just trying to grab the tiger by the tail and get some attention from me which in turn would get some attention from everybody else placed on you?

Grab a Tiger by the tail? A real tiger doesn't run up a million dollar hospital bill, while bragging about shitty hospital burgers.  Hop along, Cassidy.

[Shizzo]

Aww.... the ferocious Tiger needs his sleepy time.