What am I suppose to be depressed about???
Well, let's see:
1) You're constantly attacked online, sometimes unfairly over things you can't control (appearance/race), and get little recognition for the time you invest in your videos.
2) You've had few if any long-lasting relationships and transactional, one-time encounters are kind of your only option (again, not necessarily your fault, but it's an empty feeling no doubt)
3) You're obviously very overweight and don't feel proud of yourself like when you used to compete and feel leaner and stronger than most people in the audience.
4) You're getting old and not a single person this planet likes that.
Now you're going to reply that none of those things are true or affect you, that your life is great, you save money all over the place through smart couponing and deal-making, and you're excited about your new house that doesn't have indoor plumbing yet.
And so your delusions protect you from suicide for another day.
