
I stand behind that quote because that is how I felt at that moment. We are leaving out the part that he an I were arguing at that time so insulting tends to be the direction most arguments do take on here. Did I threaten to kill him or he threaten to kill me? No it was 2 people insulting each other.
Does not mean I feel that way about every single thing he writes, just like with anyone else here including you.
When I followed DJ's posts for that while(ACTUALLY OBSESSED is more like it) I thought he was being an idiot and told him so 100 times. I also complimented him at times.
Does that make me a hypocrite?
Hell I have busted shizzo's chops many times over the years and he has accused me of being a gimmick until his head explodes, but he has also exchanged messages and have no problem with each other.
I am 48 years old. The last several months alot of real life things have been going on in my life offline and frankly I have not liked what I have seen nor what I have become attitude wise, and alot of it has reflected online here with my negativity over the years. In fact several weeks ago I walked away from something that has been a part of my life 27 years that was both a very good and very bad influence in my life. You could call it a relationship of sorts. This also means I had to walk away from alot of friends and other opportunities that were attached to this. Some people might laugh but it was the whole 12 step group thing.
What does that have to do with here? Everything because I am looking at every single part of myself that I like and dislike and taking action. Online that would be how I post, and how I have posted for years. Am I like I post in real life to others? No. So why the fuck would I be on here.
Just saying I would like to stop worrying about nonsense when I come on here whether someone's posts are real or not, etc and perhaps just read and shoot the shit about stuff on here with you guys here and other sites when I am not dealing with real life.
So yeah, bring up every single post where I have been a tool or hated on someone in the past, even if it was days/weeks ago.
Still does not reflect how I feel today