Happy my ass!!
Can`t train.........can`t even do 1 fucking pushup.................. .very depressing and look like shit. 
Sorry to hear that. You're a good dude.
If it's any consolation, I just turned forty, and I haven't been able to train since Oct. 2013 (had to get a colostomy bag for seven months, but was thankfully able to get the reconstruction surgery...only the process left me with a big a** hernia :/ ). I'm fat, weak and about the only good thing I can say for my pudgy self is, well, gee: At least I still look better than Blaha or Genova.
Real comfort, that. I beat out a compulsive liar headcase and a fucking retard. Yay me!