Sad.
From the sounds of it she was much more successful than we (the average schmoe) knew.
Side note how normal is it to have a house keeper when you're renting an apartment?
This self-loathing and -deprecation and genuflecting to "successful" bodybuilders amongst grown men here is getting so fucking tiring. She might have been a decent person, but yeah, she was so successful that she had to take photograph after photograph of herself so that lonely and sex-starved men could fawn and fantasize over her, that she could live alone in an apartment, and spend her days weighing food, possibly starving, do bodybuilding drugs, and so on. All us "ordinary" and "unsuccessful" and healthy men with kids, a wife, and a job should rightfully feel so inferior. (Sniffle, weep, cry...)
For all their sexual market value, 99 percent of IG fitness and attention whores and bodybuilding women can't even manage to find a man and reproduce. They're mentally troubled and genetic dead ends.