What`s amazing is the fact that you make up stories about me to suit your own agenda whereas I`m just stating facts about your lies and delusions.
I make up stories about you? Haha , nope, I don't know anything about you other that what you've said about being a junkie and your friends being junkies who stole everything to pay for their dope... And you obviously know nothing about heroin, so that leaves what? Meth and coke for you.
And what am I lying about or delusional about?
ESF - have YOU ever competed? If not why? I remember you as the insulinshock kid years ago. You have to know that many of the more experienced guys thought you were a wannabe know it all.
My guess is that you have never once stepped on stage - yet delude yourself into thinking you could. Admittedly I had pretty much stopped competing in BB by the time you came around - but I don’t constantly spew nonsense about being some kind of guru.
Don’t you have a child? Shouldn’t it be time to grow up and behave like a man? You don’t seem like a bad dude at heart - just terribly insecure and very much wanting to feel like you aren’t a loser. You aren’t even close to the most knowledgeable on the boards - but damn man that’s OK!! You don’t have to be.
As far as dangers of insulin - you sound foolish. If you’ve never met anyone who has been in an hypoglycemic induced coma I can assure that it’s no good. I knew a diabetic that simply forgot he had taken his insulin and re dosed. He left the office and was found later walking aimlessly nowhere near his vehicle. Went into a coma for a couple of months. Guy is a complete jellyhead now (I don’t mean that insulting)
Anyway - aren’t you only mid-30’s - you should be in prime years for the next decade so why not put all of your knowledge to use and at least win a small show?
Nope. Never made it onstage. The 3x I attempted I ended up pulling out (San Diego championships, border states, and I forget if it was the orange county muscle classic or the San Diego championships again), all kinda back to back. Ended up in the hospital twice. Once with gastritis, couldn't eat and at the end, by day 9-12, I couldn't even swallow a sip of water without crazy pain in my stomach. That's zero food for 12days, and at the end, zero water for 3-4days, dropped from 218 down to the 180/190's and was planning on doing the superheavy class (I'm 6ft.. back then I was 6'1"/6'1.5"... Lost an inch and a half ovrr the years). Similar thing happened the next one, except with renal faliure. Last one I had other shit to deal with (issue with another dealer, long story. Ppl from Mayhem might remember), newborn baby, and was in hospital for 10days with pancreatitis.
Back then I was always having to diet-up for the shows, (except the 3rd, I was fine) as I don't carry a ton of muscle naturally. Took a while to get to where I'd walk around at 225-235 without pushing the envelope chemical-wise. Not to mention dealing with injuries. Neck, shoulder, bicep etc..
So your therory is that because I don't have the genetics, or even desire, to compete, that I don't know what I'm talking about when it comes to training, nutrition, or anabolics? Hahaha says a lot about you.
You idiots like to believe the naritive dolts like to paint about me (Jeff, Wes, Josh, the fat black with the missing front tooth, whatever his name is, etc whoever)... The dolts who follow me around from thread to thread.
You EVER see me following people into threads and trolling them? I don't care about them.. I don't think about them, whereas Im somehow occupying a lot of space in their brain and their life. Hell, look at this thread. I didn't start it, I gotta text telling me about it and I wasn't even on the board anymore. I asked to be "deleted" as I was dealing with a private investigator and a gf's baby's psycho father and her believing he was gonna kill her and she didn't want him to have the baby, she wanted me to adopt him, and he'd likely use stuff from here against me. Spoken with mods here (&Ron) about it, as well as ppl off the board. I wasn't even checking in here anymore. This place is just partly entertaining, whereas some of you people live here and think about this place while you're eating breakfast, driving to work, at work, eating lunch, eating dinner, picking up your kids from school, fucking your boyfriend's, etc.etc.etc... I have other shit to worry about. I have other shit that's more interesting to me for instance looking at this $0.05 Euro coin from espana or this 5¢ "Wu jiao" from China in my hand is more interesting than anything going on with any of you morons. I'm amazed you even remember anything about me, because I don't recall anything about you. Maybe I should take that as a compliment I'd rather be memorable than forgettable even if most of shit you remember about me is made up by somebody else