Wes God answers all prayers. He loves you and sent His only son to die on the cross for your sake and everybody else's.
I encourage you to seek a connection with that which created you Wes. You have been afforded time, time many have run out of. Each breath you take every single one is a blessing from God as is each meal, each sunrise, each sunset.
I encourage you to consider finding a good church to attend and meet some new people. See what God has to offer. You will not regret the investment of time I promise you that. Make the effort, genuinely, with a pure heart, and see that He will make good on His end.
Deuteronomy 4:29 NKJV) “But from there you will seek the LORD your God, and you will find Him if you seek Him with all your heart and with all your soul"
I can personally give witness that over the years He has answered every prayer and I have yet to want something and not have it (blesdings too many way too many and I am hesitant to say things like that because I might sound like im trying to sell you on something and i truly truly am not.)
Listen to your heart. Regardless of your choice I do hope and pray for your happiness peace and continued good health dude.