If you cannot comprehend why someone pushes their limits, if it isn't for ego or money, I probably can't help you. Best I can say is, what about exploration? What about treading new ground? Does that have to be ego related? This whole existence thing we have going here is a trip, a temporary moment in time where we experience some stuff and then stage left. What about when you just do something because "what would it be like to do that?". Does a child bang on shit because of their ego? No, they are exploring their bodies and touching the world around them. Does everything have to be about receiving a payment on top of the the experience itself?
Why? If you can get the same outcome like Phil, Kai, Dexter, Priest, Ray, Levrone, Wheeler, Cormier, etc...
Some of those guys lifted very “heavy” but all of them, their forms were not like these two numb nuts branch and johnnie in fact, no one has form as bad as them, it’s all ego, plain and simple
Ronnies form is worse than all the bbers I mentioned but not on the level of branch and johnnie, but it was still bad, and he kept going at it with a injured back that never fully healed. This was in the mid 90’s. The thing about Ronnie was, bad form, extreme heavy lifting with a injured back did him in. He kept going when injuries were prevalent and never stopped