Sounded very bitter there many years later. Has this loss haunted him til his early death? Has he even died from a broken heart after all? 
why wouldn't it bother him years later? you get that close to winning, most people with two eyes can see you deserved to win, and then you get 2nd place?? who wouldn't be bitter about that?
it's not just placing 2nd that hurts him, if he won he could've forever be known as an olympia champion and he would've made tons more money in appearances
maybe if he won he wouldn't have felt the need to still be big after retirement, maybe subconsciously he felt like he still had something to prove because he wasn't validated with the title
nobody truly gets over 2nd place in any sport, 2nd place can feel worse than last
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