Being More Positive

[LurkerNoMore]

kind of an interesting guy. Its tough to get in the ward from jail here. When I was in jail I saw some people with extreme mental disorders who absolutely should have been in the ward.
I was in Saskatchewan Hospital in North Battleford in the Forensic Ward which is for extreme criminals who lean towards very high levels of violence. It actually had a few women in there. There was this one gal, last name was Nicotine, she was full on batshit and violent. All of us guys were terrified of her lolol. We were anywhere from high level assault to murder, and this 5 foot 2 woman could put the fear of god into us. It was before they built the new hospital, and this place was OLD. There were the concrete wall/steel bar rooms in the basement for the extremely mentally ill, and some wouldnt have toilets or faucets because they would drink the water from them to essentially get drunk, some kind of electrolyte issue. The forensic unit even had the full on padded room for when a person went ballistic, and I made it in there a couple times.

The one cool thing was the bathtub was a large jet tub. Anyways, I used it this one time and was feeling frisky, so I crack one off with way too much shampoo while the jets were on and the fucking soap is everywhere due to the jets/shampoo combo. It was literally all over the floor going under the door. But hey, I was in there cause I was crazy, so I thought let them clean it up. Good times

You sure that wasn't ESF in a wig?

[pamith]

You gotta be more positive

[evacnam]

You gotta be more positive

shut up fatass and get drinking, turn on some metal

[TheShape.]

The power of positive thinking is an amazing thing but it’s about being at peace with yourself, the world can be a dark and miserable place but there’s no reason to live like all the rest of those cookie cutters.

[Walter Sobchak]

So over the last while I have worked hard on being more positive

well fuck that. No matter how hard I try, people are assholes and the world is a shitty place, and I dont wanna try anymore.
No, it doesnt mean Im outing peoples info on here and being old me on here. I like it here and Im not fucking that up

Lets just say I wouldnt be 1% shocked if by September I was back in jail for a short stay.  Kind of curious what its like now compared to when I was in 20 years ago, but want to stay out for the summer.

You need to try to stop looking at being positive as something you’re doing for other people or to fit into society better.

Be positive and have an improved outlook on life solely for you.

Think of it like this...you know how your dog is always happy to see you and doesn’t care at all what’s going on in the world? Even though you know differently, use that same type of naive innocence and lack of perception your dog has naturally, to filter all the bullshit out of your life. Even though you know the bullshit and assholes exist, don’t give it/them any control over your life.

Instead of pushing back through arguing or stewing over other people’s stupidity....counter it with a complete lack of disregard, make it so insignificant to you that it doesn’t even register.

[Taffin]

kind of an interesting guy. Its tough to get in the ward from jail here. When I was in jail I saw some people with extreme mental disorders who absolutely should have been in the ward.
I was in Saskatchewan Hospital in North Battleford in the Forensic Ward which is for extreme criminals who lean towards very high levels of violence. It actually had a few women in there. There was this one gal, last name was Nicotine, she was full on batshit and violent. All of us guys were terrified of her lolol. We were anywhere from high level assault to murder, and this 5 foot 2 woman could put the fear of god into us. It was before they built the new hospital, and this place was OLD. There were the concrete wall/steel bar rooms in the basement for the extremely mentally ill, and some wouldnt have toilets or faucets because they would drink the water from them to essentially get drunk, some kind of electrolyte issue. The forensic unit even had the full on padded room for when a person went ballistic, and I made it in there a couple times.

The one cool thing was the bathtub was a large jet tub. Anyways, I used it this one time and was feeling frisky, so I crack one off with way too much shampoo while the jets were on and the fucking soap is everywhere due to the jets/shampoo combo. It was literally all over the floor going under the door. But hey, I was in there cause I was crazy, so I thought let them clean it up. Good times

Gotta admit that made my eyebrows raise there!   

Tell me to fvck off and mind my own business if this is too nosy, but I'm unlikely to get a similar opportunity any time soon, so:  was a straitjacket involved..?

And can you remember why Nicotine was in there?

[evacnam]

Gotta admit that made my eyebrows raise there!   

Tell me to fvck off and mind my own business if this is too nosy, but I'm unlikely to get a similar opportunity any time soon, so:  was a straitjacket involved..?

And can you remember why Nicotine was in there?

nono--no straightjacket, but Ive been strapped to the nuthouse bed numerous times. Ive never sewed myself up with guitar string so Im afraid I dont have those level of stories 

Nicotine, well, we could make pages of her crimes, but heres a sample complete with pic

In the Saskatchewan incidents, Nicotine separately held a nurse and a correctional officer hostage while armed with a knife in one case and a pen in another. ... Nicotine is serving a life sentence for the 1997 murder of a North Battleford, Sask. group home operator committed when she was 15

[evacnam]

Serena Nicotine, a twice-convicted killer who has been described as one of Canada's most dangerous female inmates, is facing new charges after holding another inmate hostage with a pair of eyeglasses in the Edmonton courthouse last month.

man this gal is gold.
Im just thankful she didnt kill me at North Battleford

[Taffin]

Yowser!! 


Extreme bad girl Serena Nicotine is like the MacGyver of prison hostage takers.

The "creative and cunning" convicted killer has used a variety of unusual objects as weapons -- including a pair of glasses, a pop can, a pen and a piece of glass -- during the seven hostage takings she has now been convicted of.

On Friday, when the 31-year-old Nicotine pleaded guilty to her sixth and seventh hostage taking, Provincial Court Judge Shelagh Creagh spoke of her "taking innocuous items and turning them into dangerous weapons."

[Marty Champions]

Life will always be a battery, postive charge negative charge and battery acid

[tommywishbone]

people deep down are all c,,unts

They only maitain a facade of pleasentnees and geniality...

Every single person on this planet has the capebaility of being a camp guard at Aushwitz.

They closed Aushwitz in April 1945 so your analogy is invalid sir.

[joswift]

They closed Aushwitz in April 1945 so your analogy is invalid sir.

Wont be long before they are opening similar camps again to lock up people who refuse Coivid vaccines, and cant you just see people queuing up to be gurads at those with all the bile and hatred shown towards people who dont want a vaccine?

[robcguns]

Yowser!! 


Extreme bad girl Serena Nicotine is like the MacGyver of prison hostage takers.

The "creative and cunning" convicted killer has used a variety of unusual objects as weapons -- including a pair of glasses, a pop can, a pen and a piece of glass -- during the seven hostage takings she has now been convicted of.

On Friday, when the 31-year-old Nicotine pleaded guilty to her sixth and seventh hostage taking, Provincial Court Judge Shelagh Creagh spoke of her "taking innocuous items and turning them into dangerous weapons."

It must be pretty cool to be legit insane and nothing matters so you just do whatever you feel. Hahahaha.

[evacnam]

It must be pretty cool to be legit insane and nothing matters so you just do whatever you feel. Hahahaha.

Im gonna find out where she is being held and write to her, tell her she has a fan club on getbig.
Ive written to prisoners before, but she should be an adventure


slim pickings http://www.canadianinmatesconnect.com/female_inmates_1.html

[ThisisOverload]

You need to try to stop looking at being positive as something you’re doing for other people or to fit into society better.

Be positive and have an improved outlook on life solely for you.

Think of it like this...you know how your dog is always happy to see you and doesn’t care at all what’s going on in the world? Even though you know differently, use that same type of naive innocence and lack of perception your dog has naturally, to filter all the bullshit out of your life. Even though you know the bullshit and assholes exist, don’t give it/them any control over your life.

Instead of pushing back through arguing or stewing over other people’s stupidity....counter it with a complete lack of disregard, make it so insignificant to you that it doesn’t even register.

This is how i feel these days. With all the negativity i just ignore it and try to be happy. At the end of day you can't change people, so why ruin your day trying? I noticed that when i stopped instigating problems most of them went away. Most people are easy to ignore.

The problem with the internet age is that people are not held accountable for talking shit and acting all tough. It used to be if you ran your mouth or started shit with someone they were likely to show up to your house and/or place of work to straighten it out.

Online you can run your mouth and act all tough, because you know there are no consequences. There needs to be consequences.

You don't always have control over everything, but you ALWAYS have control over your attitude.

[evacnam]

You need to try to stop looking at being positive as something you’re doing for other people or to fit into society better.

Be positive and have an improved outlook on life solely for you.

Think of it like this...you know how your dog is always happy to see you and doesn’t care at all what’s going on in the world? Even though you know differently, use that same type of naive innocence and lack of perception your dog has naturally, to filter all the bullshit out of your life. Even though you know the bullshit and assholes exist, don’t give it/them any control over your life.

Instead of pushing back through arguing or stewing over other people’s stupidity....counter it with a complete lack of disregard, make it so insignificant to you that it doesn’t even register.

meh Ill be positive this week and miserable the next
sometimes peoples stupidity will bother me and sometimes it wont
its the up and down world I live in within my head
Ill behave on here though, other than mocking coach's stupidity

[Bevo]

nono--no straightjacket, but Ive been strapped to the nuthouse bed numerous times. Ive never sewed myself up with guitar string so Im afraid I dont have those level of stories 

Nicotine, well, we could make pages of her crimes, but heres a sample complete with pic

In the Saskatchewan incidents, Nicotine separately held a nurse and a correctional officer hostage while armed with a knife in one case and a pen in another. ... Nicotine is serving a life sentence for the 1997 murder of a North Battleford, Sask. group home operator committed when she was 15

She looks pretty hot there

Would hit, raw, no condom, no pull out

[oldtimer1]

Just read about her. She is criminally insane. A real monster.

[robcguns]

Im gonna find out where she is being held and write to her, tell her she has a fan club on getbig.
Ive written to prisoners before, but she should be an adventure


slim pickings http://www.canadianinmatesconnect.com/female_inmates_1.html

Hahah, do it,maybe she gets computer time and can come join us and probably blend right in.

[ThisisOverload]

In all seriousness, get her address and i'll send some fan mail.

[evacnam]

In all seriousness, get her address and i'll send some fan mail.

I will 100% find something out tomorrow
Im guessing she is in either Pine Grove or Sask Psychiatric in Saskatoon

[robcguns]

I find being positive works in getting things and making money but being positive with regards to people just doesn’t work well cause most people are assholes and positivity is lost on them.So if wanting things being positive will help to manifest them other than that I think positivity is overrated.
That said being positive is prob very good for your own health.