Fucking Doctors do not know shit you think I haven't read every fucking page of written material on everything I have ever done and every issue I have ever had you think a Dr has fuck no they haven't
Quite the contrary. I suspect you read extensively about Crohn's and anything else that affects your health and your goals. I also believe you reject any information whether valid or not if it doesn't fit your personal criteria. You definitely give the impression that you know more than anyone else, including those who are specifically educated in their fields, when it comes to diet, exercise, bodybuilding and health, etc.
You appear to be successful in many ways, which probably makes you just a tiny bit overconfident about your abilities and knowledge in many areas. It matters not how much you read or which experts you talk to, if you only see what you want to see and hear what you want to hear. This is the downfall many successful people face. Often they surround themselves with 'yes men' who do not challenge their egos which are both huge and fragile at the same time.
The power in believing is enormous. It helps people accomplish their goals even when they are unrealistic. The downside is that it can close their minds to reality and be very isolating.