Cons
Digestive
Chrohns
Barrets
bleeding Ulcer
Umbilical and hiatal hernia
Throw up uncontrollably often
Joints
2 should surgeries left side bone degeneration in the joint labrum tear dislocation surgically dettached bicep tendon
1 shoulder surgery right side labrum repair
3 pectorial tears right side
Bilateral ACL and Meniscus repairs with titanium bolts bone on bone both knees bakers cyst left knee
Surgically reattached tricep right side
2 Herniated bulging disc one lower back and one in the neck possibly causing nerve damage and atrophy on the right arm
Intangibles
Old
Piss Poor attitude
Lack of emotional support
Actual current legal persecution
May Not even be possible act of futility possibly risking further crippling injury preventing me from properly playing with my son
Pros
It is what I want to do
Possibly delusional Theory
A slight tweak to the formula a few more reps and sets and I will be young again a 2nd chance at everything invincible bones and tendons will grow back then size will come
Logical argument
Intelligent training will strengthen the muscles around the damaged joints and tendons thus providing more support and reducing risk of further injury allowing you to be the 60 year old dad playing sports with his 18 year old son
There is always a middle ground no I may not ever be a 250lb bodybuilder but maybe I can continue to play sports another 2 decades. If I try to be a bodybuilder and just wind up as a buff surfer that is still pretty good aim for the stars to reach the top of the mountain. But yes being able to walk is becoming a primary concern. Knee joint slipped walking tonight