Why do you think I would lie? I live on an island off the Coast of North Carolina. I called the Hospital and they sent me a list of all the primary care physicians and who is accepting new patients. The closest ones are off Island an hour away. I live in Kitty Hawk/Nags Head area no one on island is taking new patients. I am not currently passing blood that stopped about a week ago and only lasted 2 weeks. I have been to a GI dr they prescribed me multiple medications they don't really help so I don't take them. I havent thrown up in at least a week and it was a morning bile throwup I dont eat until I throw up. My caloric maintenance needs are well over 5k a day I am sorry I have a metabolism. I actually ddropped the clinic after they said I would not qualify for treatment. I don't have health insurance. You are just on TRT? Lol cetain things are actually anti inflammatory and a treatment for Crohns. My knee that had me limping this am is fine now. I am ready for stiff leg deads tomorrow. You go ahead and give up I am going to keep doing me and keep training.
Bhanks, if the poll was simply a yes/no poll asking do you think Bhanks is full of shit 95% of the time? It would be all voters responding "Yes", so I don't even know why you would start off with that?
1) Fuck the hospitals list. It's probably mostly Dr's that have some affiliation with them? Do some searching on your own, and since you have a GI Dr. he/she is the best place for you to start in finding a new General Practitioner, many of which have Physician's Assistant's that can diagnose, treat, and prescribe...PA's are usually not listed on their own, so harder to find.
2) Don't accept the whole, not taking patients shit they tell you. Especially, if they have first asked you "do you have insurance?". If that's happening, THAT is why you're being told "sorry, no new patients", as they want to know they are going to get paid. Lie, to avoid that, and/or ask if they have a PA that can see you instead. Just bring your CC as you'll have to pay upfront. And, broaden your search. If you're having that many issues, who cares if you need to drive 2 hours?
3) Why do you not have insurance? Do you not have an employer? Do you qualify for Medicare? Are you aware that there are Insurance groups that you can become a member of at a decent rate? (I forget what they are called technically) No reason you shouldn't have insurance if you can afford all the drugs and food you eat.
4) Your metabolism likely is not that high that you need 5K cals a day to maintain. Fouad, and all the guys on both his webcasts that are currently competing pros have said they eat around 5-6K/day, and that it's very hard for them to do while weighing 70+lbs more than you. Back off the juice, and your metabolism will slow down. Eat higher fat foods while adding fiber in the form of broccoli, salads.....all of that will slow your digestion. Also, take a couple scoops of generic Metamucil every day. All of that will help your Chrohn's.
5) Your GI Dr. prescribed you things for a reason. I have a friend that has it, and takes Balasalazide (sp?)...it's generic so inexpensive, and it has worked well for him. I was misdiagnosed with Colitis for years, and took it....it helped mildly, but I got a 2nd opinion once I had to have my first colonoscopy, and it turns out I had/have severe IBS the whole time. My Dr. or my GI guy both keep me stocked on freebies of Viberzi, as I could never afford it. It has worked way better than anything I've tried over the years
6) Puking up bile each/most mornings is not a normal part of Chrohn's/Colitis/IBS/IBD......It is normal for heavy alcohol use, and I don't believe for a second that you don't drink. If you really don't drink, you have another GI issue going on besides Chrohn's
7) YOU said your HRT clinic DR. "dropped" you.......
that means they fired you as a patient. The only time YOU LEFT them, was when your ass walked out the door for the last time.

Finally, see a psychiatrist and a counselor. No shame in it. I'm sure many on here have, and I'm not ashamed to say I am one that has. Everyone on here has said they notice various mental health issues with you....narcisssm, delusion, OCD, insecurity, etc. It's not normal to need this much attention from people you will never meet at your age..........especially when most of that attention is negative toward you.
Don't know why I'm trying to help you, but this will be the last time I do. Like you said, you'll do you....the consequences don't seem to matter much.
Oh, btw...no, I'm not on anything right now. Not even TRT. I'm trying to get set up for PT on my knee finally. I don't like getting a shot every week, it raises my appetite and I don't want to get fat. I have taken nothing but straight up TRT since I was somewhere between 32-35, and it was just some left over and expired winnie tabs I had bought when I was 29 b4 I moved to MN. I never have, and never will take UG shit.
Good luck. I think I have said all I can to try to help you, and now that you've posted so many health issues and how you just need attention so badly....it's no longer fun to make fun of you. So adios amigo!