I am the most interesting man in the world I never lie but I am like Cassandra of Troy never believed I have absolutely broken bread with killers I know several There is a vibe an energy it's different. I creep them all out. No one wants to mess with me I am not the guy and it shows you can feel the weird energy around me people just know better. But yeah I can tell when someone isn't right I know who is dangerous who is a killer who is a sociopath I can feel their energy not sure how to explain it but I recognize it. I am like Bruce Willis when he had that super power where he could feel evil. I used to seek them out I would deliberately try and put myself into dangerous situations I always walked out
Here's the deal:
People who really have done shit like this will not trouble themselves to bring it up on a forum full of strangers.
Because a guy who has done all this shit knows that the average person cannot understand it and will never believe it. They simply can't fathom it based on whst they know of their own ordinary existence.
So it is a catch 22. By having, say take another mans life or 4 or 5 other mens lives, there are very few people who can relate to that so you keep it to yourself. And those that have been there and done that won't be impressed with your story and don't care to hear it. So the only other option is to tell it to people that dont understand and they'll hink your full of shit anyway.
Well, I understand..... and still think your full of shit.