You're doing something you hate (risking your health, in the process) for 3-4 months. WHY? Again, it's your inferiority complex.
You don't seem to grasp how fishy my ex-girlfriend's clit smelled.
I am risking my health after getting basically every possible health test Canada will allow without me going on massively long wait lists, for tests which appear to be fundamentally unnecessary, given my results thus far.
I had all possible blood and urine testing done, and a heart ultrasound and lower digestive tract ultrasound. I will probably go on a Holter Heart Monitor during the heaviest part of my cycle, but that's yet to be seen.
My doctor HAS FULLY GIVEN THE GREEN LIGHT TO DO THIS.
Short of medically authorizing it - he is FULLY on board.
So I don't consider this to be a massive health risk.
A health risk, yes. A big one? Not hardly.
You're bragging about looking better than I do, while you need anabolics to be a WHOPPING 185 lbs....which will be gone once your experiment ends (in less than two weeks, if you don't get to 2500 calories per day....by your own words), largely because you're too lazy to keep your diet on point.
I've been 200-lb naturally, and pretty lean:

My waste tends to get wide at about 185-lb. I've actually been 213-lb, but I was just fat at that weight.
You make it sound like my weight is somehow unusual or particularly low for a natural.
It's not. It's quite normal. Natural training sucks!
Just from raising my calories slightly, I'd probably walk around at 190 at 5'9", and let's be real here - there are no masses of men who walk around significantly larger than that naturally who aren't fat.
Layne Norton was 190-lb in contest shape at 5'10.5". He was maybe 215-lb, relatively lean, supposedly naturally, but even then, people doubted his natural status:

Scott Herman was 170-lb at 5'9.5", pretty lean:

There is still some debate if Scott is natural, though most seem to think he is natural:
https://www.reddit.com/r/nattyorjuice/comments/ie74lp/scott_herman_latest_photo/https://www.reddit.com/r/nattyorjuice/comments/4cpg8w/scott_herman/Scott is roughly my size:
Scott just has vastly superior genetics for muscle shape, and specifically for chest.
Here's a photo of Arnold look utterly small, likely off-cycle:

The only thing bodybuilders really have is a natural shape for muscles, and longer muscle bellies, greater muscle fiber density, etc. For example, biceps that attach close to the elbow joint. They'd still be small off steroids.
The size comes from steroids - it's the shape that make pros advantaged.
I don't even think there is a consensus as to who the biggest true natural is. Even Doug Miller's moniker is "Drug Miller":

The large natural men you speak of simply do not exist.
185 is about where my waist starts getting wide.
There's nothing unusually light about my weight.
Universally, most men are not particularly heavier than me - just taller or fatter.
I think you have an absurd view of the capability of the human body. Men without steroids are basically all small or fat.
As of this moment, I am 190-lb. That means I am already up SEVEN POUNDS for this cycle, and I am only two weeks in so far, and one 250mg Sustanon shot in, when I should be up 4x such shots. I've been using under 25mg of Anadrol a day.
There's no reason why I can't get to 210-lb, in my best shape for 210, if I can eat enough.
If you think it's common or normal for anyone to be 200-lb and relatively lean at 5'9" from a lowly cycle, that's just silly.
When all is said and done, I intend to drop down to 185-lb clean, and settle around there.
We all need to decide what weight we want to be in the LONG-TERM, right?
I simply do not want to increase my calories much. For starters because caloric restriction [deprivation, essentially, within reason = fasting, for example] is EXTREMELY healthy.
I don't want the extra shitting and pissing and farting.
It's a damn shame that natural bodybuilding sucks so bad.
If you want to know my reason for the cycle - it's basically the same reason why ANYONE does a cycle ever: I WANT A CHEAT CODE.
I don't WANT to put in the effort - SPECIFICALLY FROM EATING - to gain the mass and leanness that I will from just popping pills and sticking needles in my ass.
What part of that is hard for you to understand?
What's so incredible about steroids is that I'm trying LESS HARD than I was, say, in December - and the results are better!
Again, my intention is to do 75-lb dumbbells for seated dumbbell presses for my next shoulders workout for 15 reps for three sets on Thursday.
Ordinarily, I'd probably get 12, 10, and 9 reps.
Instead, I bet I'll get three sets of 15.
No doubt I would have improved slightly without the Anadrol, but I'd be unlikely to hit 15 reps for three sets. I may fail to hit that, but I suspect I'll be close.
What's the max someone can hope to gain on a decent cycle?
Maybe 20-30 pounds?
That's exactly where I'll land, assuming I eat enough.
So I see no issues here at all - my only goal is to maximize my cycle, which I still intend to do.
I am currently 190-lb as of right now [187-lb in these shots]:


