I have a bit to say on this...
There is a biopic called "Porn Star: The Legend of Ron Jeremy", where Ron said that he never took Viagra. He was around 46 at the time of filming.
I believed him until I saw a video from a transgender woman on YouTube saying he has some device installed in his penis that gives him automatic erections.
I've mentioned I don't watch porn, but I have in my life - and in one video, probably from Ron Jeremy at age 60+, he walked into a room to fuck a woman, and as soon as he pulled his dick out, it was erect. So it seemed like that story about Ron Jeremy having an automatic-erection device surgically installed was most likely accurate.
Yet he felt the need to deny Viagra? 
Granted, he said that in 1999 when Viagra was still relatively new/novel, but Ron also had an aortic dissection around January 2014, and he was also fat as fuck - if anyone would need Viagra to get an erection, I think it would be him.
This all reminds me of bodybuilding - it's like everything is ALL DRUGS, in an industry rife with people on denialysis.
Meanwhile, I've been doing things like bench pressing 225x25 or deadlifting 405x15+, and having rafts of drug addicts tell me I'm not responding because of a deficit in training, when the disparity was only ever drugs.
I had some piece of shit who had a heart attack at age 37 from taking too many Cheque Drops tell me I needed to improve my training.
How can outright drug addicts look at someone clearly not using drugs and have the audacity to suggest to them they need to make changes in training? I almost feel bad about some of the people watching me at the gym, knowing I have a massive advantage just taking Anadrol, even though I'm barely taking any. Doubling my calories has been a big part of this process too though + muscle memory.
But I sure as hell wouldn't suggest to them to change their training to make improvements. If they pressed me enough, I'd just tell them I am on gear.
Just looking back at the number of drug addicts questioning my training protocol when I consciously made a decision to maintain a low body weight is offensive to me.
That's another reason why I'm doing this - just to show that at ANY FUCKING TIME I WANT, I could depend on gear and make massive gains. Maybe I'm too cautious with my health, but it was only ever an intentional choice.
The proof is in the numbers I have lifted given how light I am. That could only have happened if I was intentionally maintaining a low body weight.
It's also simply not worth it to me to lose my hair, or have a disgusted bloated face from drugs. If I had to pick being being 220-lb while bald or being 170-lb with perfect hair, I'd pick the hair.
It all comes down to a tradeoff. Although I realize now I've been too cautious. But heaven forbid, I come down with a health problem from taking bodybuilding more seriously - I don't think I could forgive myself for that.
Relating back to the Viagra use, I was always flabbergasted at men younger than 40 or younger than 30 using it. I was always confused as to why that was. I thought I may be losing erectile function for a minute there, but I just wasn't fucking, and literally stopped masturbating. As soon as I started seeing women again, I realized there was no issue, aside from my mind.
And that brings me to a point that Ron Jeremy said in his biopic. He said "I'd never use that Viagra, because then you come to rely on it."
As I see if, erectile function is a proxy test for heart function. If you have good heart function, you should be able to get stable, hard erections.
So then, why have I had young friends use it?
And I suspect that's either because they had poor heart function, or...Viagra must offer something that you just can't get "naturally"?
And if my experience with steroids is any indication - it's that ability to be full and pumped and hard, to a level you just can't get naturally.
MCWAY, that stupid fat fuck, is telling me to train naturally. I could NEVER maintain a perpetual 50% pump 24/7 naturally - EVER. That stupid fuck makes it sound like I can just adjust my training and do that.
For that absolute sack of shit to tell me - previously the #18 lightweight Strongman in Canada - that my training is somehow deficient...what an absolute fucking moron.
I could train perfectly for a year - and it would NEVER produce the perpetual full and pumped look I get from even two weeks of low-dose Anadrol.
I am doing something NOT POSSIBLE naturally.
Of course I could be 200-lb naturally and fatter.
Being 200-lb and getting a shoulders and arms pump just from literally typing this post on my phone - THAT'S another matter, and totally impossible without drugs.
And that's why I'm doing them.
I assume Viagra and other erection producing products are similar.
Once again, you misinformed bag of foolishness, you FALSELY attribute thing to me that I NEVER STATED.
NOT ONCE did I tell you not to take steroids or that you "should train naturally". What I said, kept saying, and still say to this day is that your quest for those modest gains DID NOT AND DO NOT REQUIRE STEROIDS.
You were the one, repeatedly spouting imbecility that it would take you 18 months to make those gains.
I (and others) told you what you could so to get your pursuit off to the right foot, before you started the needle-to-the-rump routine.
The one constant among everyone here is that we've told you YOUR DIET SUCKS DONKEY NUTS, point blank. That's why it's back to twig-ville for you once you go off the sauce. That's why you won't be able to keep much (if any) of the size you gained (or re-gained) once the syringes go bye-bye.
Your obsession with being perpetually pumped, an adolescent phase of which I outgrew over nearly 30 years ago, tells me all I need to know: You feel SMALL without your perpetual pump. My arms are bigger COLD than yours are pumped (and while you're on the juice).
You can make massive gains on GEAR?? So what!! Your so-called concern with your health is nothing more than a cop-out excuse for when you return to puny-ness. Rapid weight gains and losses, especially when anabolics are in the mix, are hardly a recipe for good health.
Eighteen-ranked lightweight strongman in Canada? That's like winning the bronze medal in the special Olympics.....after five other guys get DISQUALIFIED!!! And since you claim all the other strongmen are using anabolics, why are YOU STILL COMPETING AS A LIGHTWEIGHT, instead of going up a class or two?
You need to be perpetually pumped and obsess with the size of your penis? ARE YOU 40 or 14?
