209lbs is the weight class you dummy I am deliberately keeping myself there. You even said yourself you are a fat 230 now and need to be back closer to 210. You are just jealous you can't maintain condition the way I can and you go back to slop in a couple weeks post show
I dont hammer gear and GH year round Brian, since your show where we all laughed at you its been "up the dose, I will show these fuckers"
Your face tells a tale of rampant drug poisoning, you look seriously unwell.
Im currently around 220, training more circuit and vary my workouts to cover multiple body parts.
no real bodybuilding training any more.
I feel much better, I dont feel the need to seek validation from men on a forum by showing dick root photos in my PJs
I dont need to feed my fragile ego by pretending I threw around Olympic gold medalists
I wont compete again, I had a moderately successful time while competing winning local area shows and an open national show.
You on the other hand still think you have something to prove.
Let it go Brian, your current path is going to ensure Emily has a nice home and Spencer will be living on Hotdogs but no skiing holidays.