Pec repair is nowhere near 100k more like 20k and again no idea why anyone wouldn't get it fixed. Not taking any online law school courses. Applying to actual brick and mortar law school. I get it you are not a real lifter why would you understand the concept of bulking.
Your cost for the pec repair is much, much closer to $100,000 than $20,000. Unless you’re having surgery in Mexico or Thailand. You would know that if you actually followed through with the full surgery consultation.
You have the strength of a 14 year old boy, adding bodyweight isn’t going to help you. Maybe get off the drugs and earn some muscle through hard work. You have to come off sometime and your muscle loss will be comical.
But what do I know, I’ve never finished in last place in anything I’ve ever done. 🤣