I think Brian looks up to those who pound the gear and respond. He himself has been at it for decades, but cannot gain.
He looks lovingly and sexually at himself in the mirror/video when posing, its actually very creepy.
Heavy druggers should not be "all proud" as its nothing to be proud of. The Natty for Lifes" (like Rob Terry, and MIke O'Hearn) now THEY should be proud!

Some of the natty guys here (like SF and others) look fantastic, are healthy, they should be proud.