Had a full knee replacement on my right knee 1 month ago today. Both of my knees have been really bad over the years, arthritis, bone on bone, etc. decided to get it over with, and do the first knee.
I have weighted 260-265 for over 30 years, been lifting forever. Still nice and strong, look strong,full, on TRT for over years. My life was good. Lifting, cooking, eating, enjoying the looks i still got at 265.
The knee replacement could have been the worst idea i ever had. The pain is almost unmanageable in the first week. I ate nothing, maybe 500 calories the first week. Nothing but pain pills. Fucking miserable. Walking with a walker, then a cane. My appetite never came back in the first two weeks. I stayed off of the scale, as I didn’t want to know my weight.
But looking in the mirror, i knew it would be bad, and it was. Finally stepped on the scale, 242. Fuck.
Started to try to eat, no real luck. Today, exactly 30 days after the operation, im at 240, with not a muscle on me. My arms are gone, flabby, chest is gone, i have shrunk right before my eyes.
And of course i caught the wife’s heavy cold, so im still not hungry.
So I guess my question is this? IS MUSCLE MEMORY A REAL THING?

?? Will my muscles fill back out once i get into the gym? Will I start to gain some weight back at 67, when i restart my TRT?
Can i ever expect to be 260 again once i start hitting the gym full time? They always talk about muscle memory, but is it real, or just another of the WEIDER PRINCIPLES WE ALL FELL FOR?
Is it over for me, will 240 with no muscles be it for me?

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