Farewell to wes

[tatoo]

You`d be a bad mutherfucker instead of a puppet like wuss jumping through hoops everyday for random strangers approval.

I need an 8-12 surgery not a fucking joint you fucking retard.

Be a man and grow up you KUNT.

 

[WrongAdvices]

I didn't fail I just didn't get the 99th percentile I wanted. I probably did a few points better than last time. My first score was already high enough to get into law school. I didn't cheat on my practice exams.

Why on earth would he think this?  It sounds like he was dealing with disasters on multiple fronts including tech problems and physical pain.  Or he's lying and this let it slip.

This is the whole problem him "thinking" he could squat 405.  It's horseshit delusion.  He worked for months and never got it.

[FitnessFrenzy]

[wes]

OK here`s the Readers Digest version of what`s going on with me.

I hate to bring it up,that`s why I seldom ever do...... cuz certain assholes always say I`m lying or it was self inflicted or other bullshit like I`m looking for sympathy etc. etc.

You guys know how this board is........I`m not blaming anyone else for me ever smoking.....I take full responsibility as I should.

Anyway, the thing is,these fuckers have me scheduled for another lung biopsy going through my chest from the outside this time on Nov. 22nd.......last time they went down my throat.......long story, but it showed that it was negative because the tumor had scarring or scabbing around it due to previous radiation treatment 3 years ago.

In the meantime they put my Pancreatic surgery on hold to find out which Cancer is more aggressive.

Just this past week I have been getting mild abdominal pain so this Tuesday due to the holiday on Monday I`m calling Syracuse and demanding that they operate on my Pancreas first.....it`s been far too long a wait.

Here`s the extensive operation I need.........some gummies or a few joints just ain`t gonna help me:

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+whipple+procedure&rlz=1CAPUVO_enUS1107&oq=the+whipple+procedure&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyCQgAEEUYORiABDIHCAEQABiABDIHCAIQABiABDIICAMQABgWGB4yCAgEEAAYFhgeMggIBRAAGBYYHjIICAYQABgWGB4yCAgHEAAYFhgeMggICBAAGBYYHjIICAkQABgWGB7SAQoxMDg5N2owajE1qAIIsAIB&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8


I`m scared shitless as I have never had anything but stitches,but fuck it when the time comes I`m just gonna` go with the flow....I have no choice.

If it was a simple appendectomy for my first surgery I woudn`t give two fucks.......but I go big or stay home!   

Also I am now a Diabetic since my Pancreas no longer produces insulin.

So let`s end this thread and start a new one if I croak. 

I just keep telling myself that I`m not the only fucker that has been through this.....plus eating Diazapam like candy has helped my anxiety......I`m on the phone 10-20  times a day with doctors and other assholes who keep telling me they return my calls.

End of thread please......don`t want to sound like a fucking whiner....if I die,fuck it I had a good run.


Have a great weekend everyone and Ro,kick some ass brother,

Tim

[wes]

LOL 

[kreator]

You watch this video and check the comments Wes

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VaVC3PAWqLk&list=LL&index=1&pp=gAQBiAQB

[CalvinH]

Wes has been dying one or twice a year since I joined this board back in 2007!

[wes]

You watch this video and check the comments Wes

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VaVC3PAWqLk&list=LL&index=1&pp=gAQBiAQB

Thanks brother.....I`ll check it out later.....just started my second cup of coffee.

Thank you for your support as always! 

[wes]

Wes has been dying one or twice a year since I joined this board back in 2007!

Just hope that dying is another list you never make!  LOL 

[Hulkotron]

wes will outlive us all except Markus Ruhl

[wes]

wes will outlive us all except Markus Ruhl

I just want to live long enough to see Hanky fail pulling 455.

[Phantom Spunker]

Wes, is there any small glimmer of hope that you might not have cancer or did they confirm it via biopsy?

[wes]

Wes, is there any small glimmer of hope that you might not have cancer or did they confirm it via biopsy?

Yeah,the biopsy confirmed it unfortunately.

[Phantom Spunker]

Yeah,the biopsy confirmed it unfortunately.

Oof, tough one. Fuck it. It's coming for us all. Keep doing what you're doing, pop some more Diazepam and blast some good blues tunes. Might as well enjoy yourself.

[njflex]

Wes has been dying one or twice a year since I joined this board back in 2007!

Quoting Michael Corleone, Hyman Roth has been dying from the same heart attack for 20 years. Hyman, Wes Kock

[CalvinH]

Just hope that dying is another list you never make!  LOL 

Well played
 

[wes]

[a_pupil]

On the plus side you're finally adding insulin to your stack.

[wes]

On the plus side you're finally adding insulin to your stack.

Yeah,I`m finally gonna` get huge! 

23 IU`s per day.

[njflex]

Milo’s sarcev approved

[Henda]

Please tell this isn’t true??

[wes]

Please tell this isn’t true??

I`m still standing my friend.

[Henda]

I`m still standing my friend.

Hopefully for many more years brother

[chaos]

What kind of faggotry is this thread

[illuminati]

OK here`s the Readers Digest version of what`s going on with me.

I hate to bring it up,that`s why I seldom ever do...... cuz certain assholes always say I`m lying or it was self inflicted or other bullshit like I`m looking for sympathy etc. etc.

You guys know how this board is........I`m not blaming anyone else for me ever smoking.....I take full responsibility as I should.

Anyway, the thing is,these fuckers have me scheduled for another lung biopsy going through my chest from the outside this time on Nov. 22nd.......last time they went down my throat.......long story, but it showed that it was negative because the tumor had scarring or scabbing around it due to previous radiation treatment 3 years ago.

In the meantime they put my Pancreatic surgery on hold to find out which Cancer is more aggressive.

Just this past week I have been getting mild abdominal pain so this Tuesday due to the holiday on Monday I`m calling Syracuse and demanding that they operate on my Pancreas first.....it`s been far too long a wait.

Here`s the extensive operation I need.........some gummies or a few joints just ain`t gonna help me:

https://www.google.com/search?q=the+whipple+procedure&rlz=1CAPUVO_enUS1107&oq=the+whipple+procedure&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyCQgAEEUYORiABDIHCAEQABiABDIHCAIQABiABDIICAMQABgWGB4yCAgEEAAYFhgeMggIBRAAGBYYHjIICAYQABgWGB4yCAgHEAAYFhgeMggICBAAGBYYHjIICAkQABgWGB7SAQoxMDg5N2owajE1qAIIsAIB&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8


I`m scared shitless as I have never had anything but stitches,but fuck it when the time comes I`m just gonna` go with the flow....I have no choice.

If it was a simple appendectomy for my first surgery I woudn`t give two fucks.......but I go big or stay home!   

Also I am now a Diabetic since my Pancreas no longer produces insulin.

So let`s end this thread and start a new one if I croak. 

I just keep telling myself that I`m not the only fucker that has been through this.....plus eating Diazapam like candy has helped my anxiety......I`m on the phone 10-20  times a day with doctors and other assholes who keep telling me they return my calls.

End of thread please......don`t want to sound like a fucking whiner....if I die,fuck it I had a good run.


Have a great weekend everyone and Ro,kick some ass brother,

Tim

Wes you're Beating this Brother - No 2 ways about it.

Be positive Be strong - love you Brother.