It doesn't matter if he weighs 100lbs or if I weigh 400lbs though, does it? Why do these things matter? What makes something important? How did he get there. He has a wife, kids, career, a seemingly good life. Why is he talking about risking it for seemingly nothing? Why does the bathroom scale matter to him so much. Why does he need a quest. He didn't even start lifting until 5 years ago. He has no plans to compete in bodybuilding or powerlifting or any sport we know about. What happened in his 40s to make him become obsessed with this idea this mission. Why is it more important to him than his physical and mental health. Listen to what he says about it.
He's an addict.
Steroids are mentally addicting and also mess with your natural hormones which affect your mental state.
He used them and got mentally hooked.
He went off
only partially and couldn't handle the mental letdown from reducing his dosage.
He couldn't handle it and let the monkey climb back on.
It doesn't matter how strong you are physically if you are mentally weak.
If you are mentally weak you are WEAK.You are also an addict.
