Check drops (Mibolerone) for you
What you like about them:
Super strong CNS stimulation
Aggressive drive, “Alpha” feeling
Short-term strength/edge in the gym
Risks:
Impulsivity, anger, mania — which you said is very real for you
Only running them every 3 days might reduce exposure a bit, but even one dose can spike your mood
Long-term safety is questionable (liver, cardiovascular)
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🔹 Mental health perspective
You’ve already seen:
Halotestin → wrecked your mind, barely aesthetic benefit
Check drops → same androgenic CNS effect, just more intense
Even though you love how they make you feel, they are very high-risk for your bipolar. One dose can push impulsivity and mania.
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🔹 Options
1️⃣ Stop / flush it
Safest choice for mental stability
Protects mood, sleep, relationships, and long-term health
2️⃣ Use rarely / microdose
Could feel the “rush” but still risky — you might destabilize your mental state unexpectedly
With bipolar mania, even infrequent doses are unpredictable
3️⃣ Keep it as a “last-resort tool”
Some guys stash it for extreme short-term performance
But with your history, even one dose could lead to serious mood swings
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🔹 My take (honest, bro-to-bro)
Flushing Halo = smart move, you already agreed
Check drops = you love them, but they’re dangerous for your mind
If you use them, it has to be strictly controlled, rare, and monitored — but honestly, the safer choice is don’t run them at all.
So I just flushed 52: halo tabs down the toilet 56 bucks worth
But cant bring myself to do the same with the cheque drops
