what's are you talking about finurface. one of the best things about being big is making small bitches insecure
sure, but...what when this little bitch is a colleague, or someone "above" you in the hierarchy if you see what i mean.
Or when the little bitch, is actually with 5 others littles bitches, all carrying knives and other funny stuff?
You have to be careful with all these little bitches, cause considering they are more numerous, the odds they drive you crazy before you "own em" are high.
And i'm sick of that.
IN perfet world these losers should just give it up, but in your everydaylife, they re doing their best to piss you off especially at work,using lame and harrassing tactics you have to counter constantly.
I know from my personnal experience most people hate me at my work place, and that they wish they could go train with me an hour per day like i do with some of my best friends/colleagues. I know they re scared shitless of me cause not only am i smart when it comes to work, but i am a highly muscled (in their own view) guy too...so they cant touch me and are affraid i could make fun of em or ridicule em about their physique if they try to get too personal with me
. But... Why dont they simply stop hating on me, and do seomthing about themsleves, instead of being losers by the day?
These people are doing the same shit since months now, no drive, no will, always complaining about how life is so unjust and that "if only they could" they would look and feel good...
Most people are idiots, sheeps, without an ounce of will and jealeous haters. And I learned it from lifting weights and becoming someone "different" from the others losers.
IN conclusion, i think i get more troubles /negative attention from being muscular than i thought in the first place.
I think it makes people scared, angry, and all in all, doesnt make me as happy as i should i would be.
But, it for sure did a lot of good to me over the years. It helped me a lot to keep heading forward in several occasions.
And it made me the good guy i think i am today.So it's a part of me.
I just hope I ll find a way to make people stop acting like sore losers when they first meet me.
I got a lot of positive attention and created a lot of major relationships thanks to being a confident,muscular guy;
Being different and more confident than "normal people" acted as a filter, which allows me to see quicker than ever who s a frustrated loser and who's someone worth my attention.
But as soon as this filter started to work well, i quickly figured out the sad and obvious reality:
most people are worth shit.
And only a very few are worth it.
I think i'm so fucking sick of bumping into the same closed-minded people randomly, that im going to become even more self centered, (didnt say "egocentric" ) more focused on my own hapiness, my precious loved ones (very few), and that all in all im not gonna wait anything from anyone like i did until now.
In fact i have nothing to learn from these people, im far more advanced psychologically and physically than em, and they just should thank god to cross my road and if i bless em with a look at their pathetic existence.