Why are you so certain it is the Christian god? Why not one of the thousands of others worshipped by men?
As I have said many times before, it is all about faith. My Faith is the result of a combination of many things. As a child, I was not taught any religious beliefs. My mother took me took church only once (around the age of seven or eight). Though I was never taught or read the Bible, things were revealed to me. When I was 13, I had a discussion with a Minister, who also has a Ph.D in theology. I will not bore you with details of our coversation, but he asked me many times, "how could you possibly know that?" I do not say these things to be boastful in any manner, but rather show that I am living proof of God's Truth. I believe that God has had mercy on me long before I accepted Him. I have seen miracles. You have called me crazy (nut-case...or something like that), but I could tell you things that I have witnessed that you, and most people, would not believe. I have tried running away from God, but because He knows my heart, He has had mercy on me. You are correct in that there are thousands of other gods. Some are man-made and many are really gods...so to speak. This is why our Father says not to put any other god before Him. If you truly want to know if my God is real, put away all of your doubt and open your heart, mind and soul to Him. I am not suggesting that you follow some TV Evangelist or even a local minister. I suggesting that go straight to Him. If He is real, and you are sincere, then change will happen. If He is not real, what do you have to lose? Believe it or not, I have actually been praying for you. I understand that you may not want that or could care less, but as I have said to you before, I am not your enemy. I do not have any agendas. I only want that the Will of God be done.