whats even more dangerous is lying to yourself, see that takes a toll on your brain and sooner or later reality will kick you in the ball sack and you will join the millions who have to rely on anti-depressants.
154lbs for a guy is pathetic, jaw line or no jaw line.
See, arguing about things like this is silly, you simply have to observe.
#1, are there women who will like a 154lb guy? Im sure, just like there are woman who like tiny dick, not many.
#2 154lbs is FAR FAR away from being huge to a point where its taxing on your health, obviously I have no clue on how tall you are. Lets say you are on the shorter side at 5'6, you can easily go to 190lbs and stay at 9% BF and look way above avg. Not huge but still better than most.
#3 super hot chics can be seen with the following guys
* Rich men
* Guys who are above avg in the looks dept, in many cases that will mean body not just some cutup face
* Girls who have been with a guy back when he was in shape and now he became a slob, when you see a hot girl with a fat pig, remember its possible once upon a time he was in shape OR she was a slob and over the years got into shape and had a few surgeries etc.
GIRLS like guys with muscle, if they liked twinky looking men male strip clubs would hire twinks, after all male strip clubs care about money, if girls like pudgy natrual looking teddy bears as some call their fat man, male strip clubs would have at least one pudgy fuck on stage.
Fact is when a girl says ewww gross on muscles shes simply saying, I cant find a muscular guy who will date me or shes intimated as she will always have to be on her tippy toes as the muscular guy gets more attention.
DO NOT BS yourself into thinking girls like twinks, its bullshit, maybe they will like you as a friend, or maybe if shes into small men as she likes using strap ons etc who knows, but sane women like manly looking men.
The mistake that many make is judging what women like based on actors, remember, when a girl likes an actor shes in love with some role he played etc, and also always knows hes got cash. In the real world being above avg in size will always land you better quality.
Come to NYC or go to any large city and go out to a lounge or club and OBSERVE, you will be awaken from your bullshit dream very quickly.