It's whatever the fuck i want it to be , tiny 
Christ you self owned yourself into admitting your on a permanent ego trip. Seriously dude just listen to yourself your near 50, and you spend you evenings on a message board in some brutal quest to protect your ego.
Your posting style is pretty much known by everyone around here, and you still don't change.
You same something you know will sound wise, because your old as fuck, than you throw in some immature ego stroking that makes it sound like your still one of the young bloodz.
mintues later someone points out your acting like a hypocritical child, and then begins the 15 pages of you trying to defend your ego, while at the same time refusing to acknowledge why you get attacked so often. It's a cyclical game of grow thy ego.