WTF happened to Johnnynoname.........?

[Shockwave]

not sure if serious, but....

My conscience...that's the most honest answer i can give. i wasn't ME anymore. and one day i just said "fuck this' and stopped cold turkey. that was many years ago and i haven't even seen a pill since that day

and for me...it wasn't the uphill battle to stay high all the time like it is for 90% of pill-heads. i had a crooked doctor who gave me whatever I wanted, and let me bring in other people for scrips as well, and i would take 30% right off the top of theirs. He wound up doing three years, and i was waiting for a knock on the door for six months after he got busted. never came thank God...You people want to know STRESS ?, stress is thinking you might be getting locked up....you are sick to your stomach 24/7 with worry.

I never ran low, or ran out..i actually had more pills than i knew what to do with. which in retrospect was the worse possible thing, because i never had that struggle, and had to question whether it was worth all the bullshit and shady deals to get high. I would wake up, rip back a few percs, put a shitload in my pocket and go about my day. every day, for years. I would give them away to chicks, sell them...whatever.

Not trying to brag, point is i never had to face those days, where you are getting sick, you have no pills, no money and you are fucked. because those are the "epiphany" days when  a lot of people decide to clean up. and i never had a reason to want to. i just felt it was time, i was too old for that shit and it had been going on too long.

Yeah... one of two things happen in that situation. They either have that epiphany, or they turn to crime or other ways to get drugs. Im thankful my conscience prevented me from going down that path, but I saw plenty of the guys I used to score from go to jail because they were stealing and pawning shit, or ripping each other off, etc.

I could never do that shit, it just wasnt who I was... But I was also lucky that most of my hookups liked me because I was honest and looked out for them, so I got well more than I payed for and I was never in a situation where I simply COULDNT get anything.

[cephissus]

That a big misconception with opiates, people think they are like a downer and you lay in the corner drooling.

It's the exact opposite for me, they gave me unbridled energy and i was in a fantastic mood 24/7...I was up for anything.

it's funny because when i read all of these "how to pick up women" threads, i say to myself "snort a couple of percs and you'll be fine, talking up a blue streak to the hottest girl in the place"

hahaha so true! for people like me drugs are quite helpful...

[Borracho]

hahaha so true! for people like me drugs are quite helpful...

just don't snort percs...go oxys instead.... no acetaminophen.

I'm ashamed for knowing this 

[deadz]

not sure if serious, but....

My conscience...that's the most honest answer i can give. i wasn't ME anymore. and one day i just said "fuck this' and stopped cold turkey. that was many years ago and i haven't even seen a pill since that day

and for me...it wasn't the uphill battle to stay high all the time like it is for 90% of pill-heads. i had a crooked doctor who gave me whatever I wanted, and let me bring in other people for scrips as well, and i would take 30% right off the top of theirs. He wound up doing three years, and i was waiting for a knock on the door for six months after he got busted. never came thank God...You people want to know STRESS ?, stress is thinking you might be getting locked up....you are sick to your stomach 24/7 with worry.

I never ran low, or ran out..i actually had more pills than i knew what to do with. which in retrospect was the worse possible thing, because i never had that struggle, and had to question whether it was worth all the bullshit and shady deals to get high. I would wake up, rip back a few percs, put a shitload in my pocket and go about my day. every day, for years. I would give them away to chicks, sell them...whatever.

Not trying to brag, point is i never had to face those days, where you are getting sick, you have no pills, no money and you are fucked. because those are the "epiphany" days when  a lot of people decide to clean up. and i never had a reason to want to. i just felt it was time, i was too old for that shit and it had been going on too long.

Have your liver enzymes rebounded?

[Maddy]

johnnynoname
was tired of
being someone
elses bitch
he created a
new account
and lives among
us

[Palpatine Q]

Have your liver enzymes rebounded?

I'm as healthy as a horse. that was a long time ago. body snaps back quick when you take care of it.

[Big Chiro Flex]

just don't snort percs...go oxys instead.... no acetaminophen.

I'm ashamed for knowing this 

Im just curious man. Why is aceto bad here?

[Palpatine Q]

Im just curious man. Why is aceto bad here?

I snorted percs because i could get 400 of them a month for next to nothing with legit scrips.  they worked just fine. the aceto just burns a little, you still get a kick in the head snorting a perc. i didn't like oxys....to dopey, put me to sleep

[Maddy]

Groink
five years
aint that long
ago

[Palpatine Q]

Groink
five years
aint that long
ago

it is to me

[Big Chiro Flex]

I snorted percs because i could get 400 of them a month for next to nothing with legit scrips.  they worked just fine. the aceto just burns a little, you still get a kick in the head snorting a perc. i didn't like oxys....to dopey, put me to sleep

Interesting stuff man.
Much respect for kicking the addiction. Many aren't that strong/lucky

[Maddy]

kudos

[Bam-bam]

you guys got me thinking, started taking test one year ago non stop. its not only about the muscle, thing is I never had a down day since I started it, I dont know if I will ever be able to stop it, never felt my mind so strong!  I guess Im finally addicted to something?

[deadz]

you guys got me thinking, started taking test one year ago non stop. its not only about the muscle, thing is I never had a down day since I started it, I dont know if I will ever be able to stop it, never felt my mind so strong!  I guess Im finally addicted to something?

On test for life in your twenties. No thanks.

[Bam-bam]

On test for life in your twenties. No thanks.

never felt so mentally strong in my whole life. And its not like you get reckless, but the hardest blow wont make you feel insecure for a single second. 400mg of depo a week, never been so productive at work, not a single day i wont wake up with a hard on. And oh may be a coincidence but I always would get the flu once a year, but last winter has passed and I got nada.

[ChristopherA]

I snorted percs because i could get 400 of them a month for next to nothing with legit scrips.  they worked just fine. the aceto just burns a little, you still get a kick in the head snorting a perc. i didn't like oxys....to dopey, put me to sleep

What you said about you not being yourself hits home big time. I remember being off them for the first couple weeks afer quiting and being overwhelmed with emotions. The pills had knumbed me to everything. On them I couldn't be sad angry etc. Oxys were my thing. Three 80s a day and I would work like an animal, I was ultra-functional. But it's all fake because once the pills are gone reality sets in. Evil evil drug

[andreisdaman]

Yes, for quite some time.

Dr. Dutch -
I did it on my own, at home. Clonodine never seemed to help me all that much. I had an extremely high tolerance.

Andre -
It was basically a week of alternating between extreme chills and hot flashes, and cold sweats, feeling like your skin is on fire or coursing with electricity, diarrhea, vomiting, and inability to sleep. Oh, and one minute you'll be crying at stupid emotional shit on tv, the next minute you may be laughing hysterically, the next you may feel nothing.

Every few hours the symptoms would get much worse, then they'd slack off for a little bit, then worse, back and forth like a yoyo.
Over time the ups and downs would get less extreme and they'd start to level out, until you just feel like shit instead of like completely hammered shit.

The sleep deprivation was the worst, because there was no reprieve and no time to recover, I maybe got 1 hour of sleep a night, and it wasnt really sleep. This lasted for 5-7 days, then I started sleeping around 4 hours a night. That lasted from weeks to months (depending on how long and what opiates I had been using) until I started working out again.

wow..much respect to you for quitting....sounds like a living hell....how you making out now??....do you still get the urge to use?..or are you totally over it?

[polychronopolous]

wow..much respect to you for quitting....sounds like a living hell....how you making out now??....do you still get the urge to use?..or are you totally over it?

X2 - the more I read these threads the more it sets in that living completely sober of nearly all drugs and living in at least strict moderation with other vices seems to be the ultimate goal to shoot for if one can. The above post you quoted seems like a horrible way to live.

[andreisdaman]

X2 - the more I read these threads the more it sets in that living completely sober of nearly all drugs and living in at least strict moderation with other vices seems to be the ultimate goal to shoot for if one can. The above post you quoted seems like a horrible way to live.

agreed...tough life to live

[The Abdominal Snoman]

Im just curious man. Why is aceto bad here?

Hospitals are filled with people with fcked up livers because of aceto abuse.

[Raymondo]

Interesting stuff man.
Much respect for kicking the addiction. Many aren't that strong/lucky

x2

[CalvinH]

Glad I stick to booze.

[Borracho]

Im just curious man. Why is aceto bad here?

The most common percs around are usually the white ones with 5 mg of oxycodone with 325mgs of acetaminophen. They're HUGE tabs and it's a lot of crap to have to snort. The oxycontins are tiny and don't have any other chemical along with oxycodone...probably just a little filler and the time release coating. I think the percs only go up to 10mg in oxycodone(and always acetaminophen mixed) at the most whereas the oxys I used to be able to get 80s..that is a LOT!.

I think they even go up to 160mgs tabs but I never came across them...

The dopey feeling groink mentions, thats a good way to describe it...lol. I didn't like percs cause of the acetaminophen since I used to like mixing that shit with alcohol (liver toxic to the tenth power) ...nearly stopped my heart a couple of times though lol

Withdrawls are a bitch...opiate, benzos and alcohol are the absolute worst to come off of. I might drink a few beers every now and than, take an oxy if I come across them but I'll never ever touch another benzo in my life. But that's just me...
 

[Borracho]

Hospitals are filled with people with fcked up livers because of aceto abuse.

this.

mixing it with alcohol makes it so much worse.

[Shockwave]

The most common percs around are usually the white ones with 5 mg of oxycodone with 325mgs of acetaminophen. They're HUGE tabs and it's a lot of crap to have to snort. The oxycontins are tiny and don't have any other chemical along with oxycodone...probably just a little filler and the time release coating. I think the percs only go up to 10mg in oxycodone(and always acetaminophen mixed) at the most whereas the oxys I used to be able to get 80s..that is a LOT!.

I think they even go up to 160mgs tabs but I never came across them...

The dopey feeling groink mentions, thats a good way to describe it...lol. I didn't like percs cause of the acetaminophen since I used to like mixing that shit with alcohol (liver toxic to the tenth power) ...nearly stopped my heart a couple of times though lol

Withdrawls are a bitch...opiate, benzos and alcohol are the absolute worst to come off of. I might drink a few beers every now and than, take an oxy if I come across them but I'll never ever touch another benzo in my life. But that's just me...
 

Alcohol and Benzo's are the only 2 drugs where the WD's can kill you. (They can both cause fatal seizures in serious WD's)

Alcohol is the worst drug for your body by far, its the hardest on you physically bar none.