you really think this physique presented here isnt somethng special
Christ!!! You are the delusional one
No, it's not. How many people starve themselves, take steroids, and work out? If everyone put the same effort in as you, you'd see that your special physique would be quite commonplace.
"But everyone doesn't do these things, so I'm still special," you will no doubt reply. But why do other people with similarly modest advantages usually choose to give up bodybuilding, athletics, etc.? Because they have the sense to anticipate where these vainglorious pursuits will lead them; that is, into isolation, delusion, and loneliness.
What has your physique brought you? Admiration? Sex? Respect? Money? Self-confidence? Athletic glory? Or none of these things?
You don't "look good" to anyone but other fools who can't see the big picture. Even on getbig, a forum ostensibly home to a substantial cadre of muscle-worshippers, you find yourself in constant contention with those who bother to pay you any attention. In this thread alone, you've practically been reduced to "calling out the haters", somehow projecting my attitude onto the general audience, in paranoid fashion. In the real world, I can only imagine how much worse the situation is. But I think I'm not alone as I picture an IG model going dry as a 12 step convention when she catches your melting, vampiric visage peering meekly at her from behind the tricep pushdown.
And guess what DJ, I accept your offer. I'll pay you 3 grand if you place top 3 in an IFBB Men's Physique or Classic Bodybuilding show. Hell, I'd be glad to provide you some motivation. I only ask that it's not some shitty backwater competition, but I'd have to defer to the experts in defining reasonable criteria.
LOL at thinking you can scare me off with a bet. Guess what DJ, you're proving me right as we speak. I'm in a position to provide your sorry ass some charity so that you can pursue glory in a degenerate competition, precisely because I broke myself of the pathetic cowardice which forces you to exist under ever more confined parameters. I know you don't actually want to prep for a bodybuilding show, but can you resist the allure of a shiny 3000 dollars?