I know right don't worry that is why I am eating and focusing on them now they will blow up quicker than you think this is the before
I know you want to believe you'll ,kick ass at the next yrs masters 40 Nationals.
I know you feel dropping wt so fast , made you flat and ruined your victory at your first contest.
The harsh reality is, you have a decent physique, but it's not that great on the contest stage
I'm not being a "hater" and freely admit I wasn't anything great in bodybuilding, myself.
You got 3rd out of 3 in the NOVICE class of a regional NPC contest.
While I think you were slightly ahead of the guy who beat you in masters, he had no arms and major flaws.
My 1st wife told me the harsh truth, over 34 years ago and I actually cried tears.
She was right and it caused me to change my focus to go for a realistic career path instead.
Make no mistake I competed for several years after that revelation.
BUT, I enjoyed contests on my own terms without using drugs and stayed at the state/regional level.
I thank GOD I listened to her and now find myself happily retired , secure and remarried to my soul mate.
Had I stayed on the mindless pursuit of "going pro", I would have ended up with a crappy life.
I'm sorry if this isn't what you WANTED to hear.
Like me , many years ago, it's what you NEEDED to hear.