Anti estrogen's will drop your HDL even further, its why many sensible TRT clinics won't prescribe it, what you need to do is accept your old, even where you were younger don't have the genetics, and get down to a proper TRT dose, you will lose size and wont stay as lean, but you will live longer. I mean it never made sense to me when it was Don Youngblood, but yourself makes no sense at all, but if your happy to die well before you have to, to impress some guys on the Internet with pics or feel big at your local gym, power to you. But do it in the knowledge that many others on here have decided to run things sensibly or not at all, your not impressing or fooling anyone with what your doing, we see if for what it is.