Doc said I am in a hypo mania phase

[dj181]

And he asked me if I think it's good and I said that it's making me train more and train harder which is good and I'm making me more driven and productive which is good but that it's increasing my impulsivity which is bad

I have 3 interviews on Monday and I can't afford to fuck them up by going on tangents about how much I hate the shit SA which happens when someone asks me bout shit SA which they generally do

Impulsivity drives this even more so he decided to increase my does of the other bipolar drug which is much milder so hopefully that works

I just gotta tell myself not to go off on that fucking topic I can just say something like I feel better in eastern Europe

Also he told me only drink for one night not 24+ fucking hours😂😂😂

[joswift]

your doctor is wrong
Your spelling is perfect.

[dj181]

your doctor is wrong
Your spelling is perfect.

Hahahaha

[Lartinos]

In the past how long have your hypo mania states lasted?

Are there events that can lead to this?

[IroNat]

When asked just say you don't follow politics and haven't voted in decades.

[Dokey111]

hypo mania doesn't sound as bad as hyper mania.  Hell I'd take hypo mania.

[BigRo]

Your doc is a Russian who speaks English? How can you afford this service?

[Never1AShow]

What did your doc say about the Molly?

[dj181]

In the past how long have your hypo mania states lasted?

Are there events that can lead to this?

He thinks it could have been triggered but the Molly

Before I got treated this time it lasted like 3-4 months and with 2-4 hours sleep nightly

I slept 7.5 last night and I was very pissed off I want 10 a night but he said 8 is enough

So at least I'm sleeping very well most nights I sleep 10-12

He's not against my gear usage the doc in Moscow was very against it but he was only treating my insomnia not bipolar

[dj181]

When asked just say you don't follow politics and haven't voted in decades.

But my hatred of shit SA is fueled by.all the fat ugly cows there I fucking hate fat women😂😂😂

Average shit SA female is 170 5'3 what a fucking nightmare 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

I also fucking hate with a passion cancel culture and wokism

Anyone who blocks freedom of speech I want you cave their fucking heads in😂

Funny thing is only bout 10% of Russian females.a hot 35% fatties here but not like the 90% fatties in shit SA

And 1% of American females are hot

In the 80s it was like 20%

Again.... What a fucking nightmare

[dj181]

hypo mania doesn't sound as bad as hyper mania.  Hell I'd take hypo mania.

If means mild.mania

Yeah it makes me train more and train harder but it makes me more impulsive which fucking sucks

[dj181]

What did your doc say about the Molly?

He asked.me what I felt on it and I said a little more relaxed and very slight euphoria

And I told him I was very disappointed in it

I told him I think I have a very high tolerance for all drugs

I can drink a ton and not pass out or.puke

Steroids don't do much for adding size on me but make me more shapely and aesthetic

I told him some guys take 250.tsst and blow up not me my tolerance for.drugs is very high which is good in that they don't damage me as much but bad coz I don't get much effect from them

[Dokey111]

Maybe you're just bored. try

[joswift]

I think you fake it, why the full stops between words all of a sudden?

[wes]

GEEZUS and here I am thinking I was insane ! 

[mops]

And he asked me if I think it's good and I said that it's making me train more and train harder which is good and I'm making me more driven and productive which is good but that it's increasing my impulsivity which is bad

I have 3 interviews on Monday and I can't afford to fuck them up by going on tangents about how much I hate the shit SA which happens when someone asks me bout shit SA which they generally do

Impulsivity drives this even more so he decided to increase my does of the other bipolar drug which is much milder so hopefully that works

I just gotta tell myself not to go off on that fucking topic I can just say something like I feel better in eastern Europe

Also he told me only drink for one night not 24+ fucking hours

You posting style alone indicates that you are in a much better place than a few months ago.

Manic DJ is quite a handful lol

I would advise against taking anxiolytics before your interviews; there is a risk it lowers your inhibitions.

Tell them that as a foreigner you love Russia/ TheRussian Federation. Learn a few cultural aspects characterizing the Russian soul - they will greatly appreciate it. Trust me.

A few key words in Russian are always welcome. Nothing too complicated like :
- Formal greeting : SDRA - STVU - ITI
- It's a pleasure : OCHEN - PRI - YATNO
- Thank you : BLA - GO - DA -RIU
- Russian Federation : RA - SSI - ISSKAYA ------- FEDYE - RA - TSI - YA
- Russians : RA - SSI - YA - NE
( don't say "RU - SSKI - YE )
- Russian "soul" : RU - SSKI ------- DOUKH ( kh as in "aHmed")
( I altered some spelling to make it more intuitive for you)

Don't worry about botching pronunciation.

Good luck

[dj181]

I think you fake it, why the full stops between words all of a sudden?

Fake what?

I can easily tell I'm in mania now it's pretty obvious

[dj181]

GEEZUS and here I am thinking I was insane ! 

Hahahaha

[mphgrove]

“Inflated self-esteem and grandiosity”  YUP

[dj181]

You posting style alone indicates that you are in a much better place than a few months ago.

Manic DJ is quite a handful lol

I would advise against taking anxiolytics before your interviews; there is a risk it lowers your inhibitions.

Tell them that as a foreigner you love Russia/ TheRussian Federation. Learn a few cultural aspects characterizing the Russian soul - they will greatly appreciate it. Trust me.

A few key words in Russian are always welcome. Nothing too complicate like :
- Formal greeting : SDRA - STVU - ITI
- It's a pleasure : OCHEN - PRI - YATNO
- Thank you : BLA - GO - DA -RIU
- Russian Federation : RA - SSI - ISSKAYA ------- FEDYE - RA - TSI - YA
- Russians : RA - SSI - YA - NE
( don't say "RU - SSKI - YE )
- Russian "soul" : RU - SSKI ------- DOUKH ( kh as in "aHmed")
( I altered some spelling to make it more intuitive for you)

Don't worry about botching pronunciation.

Good luck

Do you mean this street drug I will get?

I'm not that insane man😂😂😂

He increased lambotgine something like that

And thanks for.ths pro tips I'm using Duolingo now but quite honestly it kinda sucks

[mops]

And thanks for.ths pro tips I'm using Duolingo now but quite honestly it kinda sucks

For a native English speaker, picking a morphological language with 6 declentions — meaning that the structure of the words almost completely changes depending on what you are trying to say — is far from an easy task.

Also, the emphasis put on the correct part of a word is extemely important. It was simpler before the Communist Revolution. They removed all accents in texts in an effort to save up on ink.

[dj181]

For a native English speaker, picking a morphological language with 6 declentions — meaning that the structure of the words almost completely changes depending on what you are trying to say — is far from an easy task.

Also, the emphasis put on the correct part of a word is extemely important. It was simpler before the Communist Revolution. They removed all accents in texts in an effort to save on ink.

Well.that makes it even harder

Guess I'll download another language app and see if It's better

My therapist recommended one but I forget it's name I talk to him Sunday night

He's the one who told me find out what a female likes and then act like you like the same thing

But I told the doctor I can't do this even though it's probably pretty good advice because I'd feel like a goddamn phoney and I hate phoney fucks almost as much as I vividly hate bullies would love to blow their fucking brains out have a huge grin on my face while doing so

I'm listening to more love songs and it's making me more mellow to the fairer sex

While I'm touching you wanting you with all my might

Told doc I want share that with a lucky female but I can't keep it going long maybe 3 months and then I'm out don't want too much involvement just some sweet times briefly too scared for it to last longer

[wes]

For a native English speaker, picking a morphological language with 6 declentions — meaning that the structure of the words almost completely changes depending on what you are trying to say — is far from an easy task.

Also, the emphasis put on the correct part of a word is extemely important. It was simpler before the Communist Revolution. They removed all accents in texts in an effort to save on ink.

What choo talkin` `bout Willis?  LOL 

[WrongAdvices]

I think the mania started before the Molly.  You started the thread days before you took any.  You would not have even considered it unless already well into manic

[mops]

What choo talkin` `bout Willis?  LOL 

*heavy Russian accent*
"No time to explain - get in ze kar !"