Thanks for the well wishes everyone

What kinda workouts were you doing that tore both biceps?
I was doing a very careful single as a warmup with I think 350lbs when it popped. Consider that I had been doing 660lbs+ almost every single week for over two and a half decades straight. I thought the supinated arm was invincible since it's held up for so long LOL. I look at videos from 15+ years ago and after every lift I look at this arm to see if it's still attached.
I wouldnt worry about how it looks, it will be up under your armpit this time next year after a huge set of rack pulls
I dont think you will ever learn
Those stupid rack pulls were more than 15 years ago. I've have pushed floor deads for singles because I love it so much and I've accepted the injury risk. But I've been very injury conscious every single time I dead; ironically before I tore this bicep I had just yelled at my partner to keep his supinated arm straight during his set because I'm so conscious of the risk. Before every single set as he was setting up I yelled, "straight arm, big air!" I haven't dared to squat much more than 350lbs for a long time since I've been sure they will tear with my luck. Every movement other than deads is extremely careful and light, warmups for 50-100 reps and so on. The other bicep tore when lifting a welding machine into a shipping container

Edit. I haven't even dared to do curl grip pullups due to the bicep injury risk. Always been very conscious of injury risk.