sometimes im ill i got sick thoughts in my head feel like killing people i feel like doing 1000 pushups, im not a devil worshiper but sometimes i like to channel his powers and steal them to lift like i beast. when listening to one of my marilyn manson cd's i feel the rage!
I aswer you very seriously.
First of all, dont kill your agresivity with push up and music.
In stead,look into your heart and ask it "Why I am agresive like this now?"
This is not for killing your will of killing people.
Just ask it.
Then you will know what it is and you will find a way. And no more frustration.
I dont care about the result (You kill people or not).
Even if you kill someone maybe you are rright,or wrong.
Its all point of view.
Anyway
I guarentee you that you feel very good if you do this.
And you can accept any result with 100%satisfaction.
We are just unhappy when we must do what we dont understand. SIMPLE.