First of all, I said I AM NOT IN MY BEST CONDITION. Read before you talk.
Obviously, You are young and dont know anything about BBing.
So better shut up.
For you, all the steroid is equal. But, its nothing equal. I still have confidence to beat adrogenic hormone users with my BEST CONDITION.
But, Slin & GH, Not.
i benched 200 lbs. in the 1970's. and competed in the 80's, 90's and as recent as this aug. 2007.
i have competed clean, on gh and insulin, and on just aas. at various times in my life.
the best i ever looked was on very low dose aas. no gh, no insulin. this was 1991 and i was 5'9" 240.
when i did gh and insulin, this was the worst i ever looked (yes, even worse than before i ever took a drug), and the worst i placed.
i am not young, and i certainly am not uninformed. i have seen people over the decades that not only do no drugs and could beat you, but also people who don't train and could beat you.
the point in my life when i said i couldn't keep up to juicers was the time when my progress was the absolute slowest, as i convinced myself that i was missing something.
no emotion here, no meltdown, just stating the only facts that could possibly cause you to improve your physique.