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What moment in life was you at your worst?Could be splitting from a girlfriend or wife, losing a family member, fired from a job you love etc, now weeks, months or years later it leaves you waking with cold sweats :-\
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What moment in life was you at your worst?Could be splitting from a girlfriend or wife, losing a family member, fired from a job you love etc, now weeks, months or years later it leaves you waking with cold sweats :-\
8) Being told my cock was huge but not the hugest she ever had !
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Tearing my achilles tendon.
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Tearing my achilles tendon.
Ouch, I get tendonitis there, must be horrible when it snaps :-X
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What moment in life was you at your worst?Could be splitting from a girlfriend or wife, losing a family member, fired from a job you love etc, now weeks, months or years later it leaves you waking with cold sweats :-\
My son being in Boston's children's hospital when he was just a week old , worse time in my life bar none. He's was fine and is fine but not knowing at first absolutely crushes you in a indescribable way.
I seen parents there with their babies and they were never leaving that place with their baby , it was a real humbling experience , that experience reminds me often that you shouldn't bitch about inane shit because believe me there are people with so much more real problems than you.
Losing my youngest sister at 35 is right up there.
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Joining this site ;)
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Taking 2nd in the 1997 Olympia...oh wait, that wasn't me.
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Emotional pain is always worse then physical. I have been lucky on both ends but the most crippling moment happened recently.... Kind of strange. I go through moments of blood boiling rage to apathy. I don't really know how to react to it all. I almost have to sit down and think hard about it to make it hurt and part of me wants to explore those feelings. It is almost like being stabbed with a knife but not being able to feel it because of the adrenaline and then looking down at the knife and thinking about it and the pain comes.
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The chain saw vid :(
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I haven't lost any close family members everyone is in good health thank god! One of the hardest moments was going to the vets with my dad and putting down our 13 year old boxer. He had cancer and they cut him open but couldn't do anything about it. We walked into the room he was hooked up to this vent and he looked really terrible. We watched him take his last breath. My dad and I both wept. Only time I saw him cry like that. I cried so hard I couldn't breathe. Rest in Peace Rocky. There's been much harder prolonged times in my life but that 20 minutes was really disturbing and sad!
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When in Petra (Jordan ) location of filming Indiana Jones III, an Arab offered to me US $ 200 000 or 5 camels for my (Italian/Australian) girlfriend & I
STUPIDLY say NO >:( >:( >:(.
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You should re-title this......"tell the trolls things they will post disrespectful shit about"
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Taking 2nd in the 1997 Olympia...oh wait, that wasn't me.
lmfao
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what date did getbig go down for a week?
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Some shit with women.
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Splitting up with my missus but then getting back with her. :P
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When I was told my parents, especially mom, were sabotaging my life.
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My son being in Boston's children's hospital when he was just a week old , worse time in my life bar none. He's was fine and is fine but not knowing at first absolutely crushes you in a indescribable way.
I seen parents there with their babies and they were never leaving that place with their baby , it was a real humbling experience , that experience reminds me often that you shouldn't bitch about inane shit because believe me there are people with so much more real problems than you.
Losing my youngest sister at 35 is right up there.
That sucks, I'm glad your kid is OK.
When my boxing license was denied .
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The first one I can think of was when I was on vacation with my family for a week only to come back and find out my hot ass girlfriend sucked my friends dick at a party. It is funny now but back then I was crushed. My only saving grace is.... 24 years later and she is a fat disgusting pig with like 5 kids. Thank god she sucked that dick.
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Some shit with women.
No homo but breakups for me have been the worst.
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No homo but breakups for me have been the worst.
Yeah, I hear you, ex and I split up back in July and I am still not over it.
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That sucks, I'm glad your kid is OK.
When my boxing license was denied .
Thank you.
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When I was told my parents, especially mom, were sabotaging my life.
What is it with some women just wanting to see people go down in flames? It's the drama of it all isn't it.
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I nodded at a guy I half knew and he ignored/missed it but his girlfriend saw.
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Watching my 45 year old mother(looked 30/35 at the time) come out of post op. Her hair was falling out because of the cancer drugs, and every time she coughed, the metal mesh replacing her ribs would make a poping noise like a pop can. The feeling like my mom had turned into some freak mess making sounds of a broken toaster, still fucks with me to this day. I went to my best friends right after that, got stoned as fuck realized he(my friend) was planning on killing himself, while I started to get paranoid about my hair failing out, and a aching pain in my ribs.
Fortunately my best friend didn't kill himself, he quit drugs he found god and met his current wife about 8 weeks later. My mothers tumor turned out to benign, and I still have a full head of hair. :) It's been three years(this month) but just talking about it makes me feel all :-\
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There were two powerful moments which turned my life upside down. Both felt like I woke up from a dream.
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Spilling over...yeah that hurt.
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One time I posted a pic and Chaos called me a twink.
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Some shit with women.
x2
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When I found out epic beard man is a mere human
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Losing my father too young. Close second was the end of my marriage. Thank God nothing bad has happened to my Mom yet. I hope she outlives me.
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x2
Pussy
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getting kicked out of military school my freshman year of college. USMMA.
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I roll over adversity like a Sherman Tank.
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I roll over adversity like a Sherman Tank.
Have you faced REAL Adversity though?
What's the worst thing you've been through Adam?
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Tearing my achilles tendon.
Having my Achilles Tendon severed by two attacking Pitbulls
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When some jerk named "db2468" made a photoshop of my head and made a video out of it. :'(
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My grandmother passed away two days ago. What makes it even harder is I can't make the funeral in NY for tomorrow. I live in Toronto.
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When my dad passed 25 years ago, still remember it like it was yesterday and when my wife miscarried a year and a half ago. With my dad, I still wake up crying at times.
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Forgot to add, when one of my best friends was shot and killed right in front of me. One shot about. 6" above my head and three shots into him.
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When my dad passed 25 years ago, still remember it like it was yesterday and when my wife miscarried a year and a half ago. With my dad, I still wake up crying at times.
We don't get along really but I'm sorry to hear about the miscarriage. That's something that I really fear badly since my GF has endimitriosis & we are hoping to start a family in a couple years.
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Ouch, I get tendonitis there, must be horrible when it snaps :-X
same here,got tendonitis(and tomorrow i have a contest >:( >:()..pretty painful,i couldnt even imagine how painful it is to snap it
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Forgot to add, when one of my best friends was shot and killed right in front of me. One shot about. 6" above my head and three shots into him.
WTF... how the hell do you get yourself in that situation? Who was shooting? I can honestly see why you are the way you are coach the more of these stories i hear. I am being sincere when i say this. No smartass.
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When my Dad died, i fought in Many Different Disciplines over the years, Started out simple like most in Karate as a Kid, Wrestling, Then Full contact stuff, Boxing, Then Kickboxing, Muay tai etc etc, you get Smashed around that goes with the Discipline win or lose you know that right from the get go, you feel that Hurt more so after-wards like the coming days more Physical than anything in my experience, then its gone, when someone Close to You Dies, Mother, Father, Sister, Brother etc....that is a Totally Different type of Hurt, that alot of us take a real long time to Deal with, Just my 2 cents on the issue but i hear you ND and Coach loud and clear.
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Every time they insult my hero Nasser on the boards.
-Shalaby.
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Rearden, it hurts to know end on both to this day. We are still trying, she's never had kids and I have my son and even though she treats him as her own and even though we're 10 years apart, I can't deny her our own biological child. It's scares me to death that if she gets pregnant again that we would lose another.
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My grandmother passed away two days ago. What makes it even harder is I can't make the funeral in NY for tomorrow. I live in Toronto.
Don`t worry, she won`t know the difference.
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Name: Man of Steel
Date Registered: June 28, 2004, 10:45:34 AM
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Leafy, back in the mid 80's I used to work bouncing at a Chinese/Vietnamese night club in Alhambra, ca. The people that I worked with were all off duty Marshalls (now Sheriff dept). The one marshall worked the front taking money, I worked right in front of him checking I'd, not letting underaged in, kicking people out, etc. I got the job because I knew on of the marshalls and was studying to become one myself. The people that came in were rival gang members but that was the place to go as kind if a neutral zone. Vietnamese would always either try to sneak there way in (if they were underage) or lie. We kicked people out a lot and we also got threatened a lot. Long story short, we got threatened one night and at the end of the night one came back and shot the place up, hollow point bullets and all. My friend died on in OR and the shooter fled, I managed to get several rounds off as he was leaving (as did the other cops that was there with me) but he was too far gone. They caught him 6mos later in Chinatown in Boston, extradited him back and stood trial. I was the only witness.
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I honestly think there is something in Jewish DNA that allows one to not dwell on such things.
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My rice pudding spilled in my gym bag that I take to work, I was absolutely miserable for about 10 - 15 minutes there.
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When my dad passed 25 years ago, still remember it like it was yesterday and when my wife miscarried a year and a half ago. With my dad, I still wake up crying at times.
wheres your faith brother ?
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We don't get along really but I'm sorry to hear about the miscarriage. That's something that I really fear badly since my GF has endimitriosis & we are hoping to start a family in a couple years.
I still don`t understand why anyone would want to have a child. I am not trying to be crass, I just don`t get the interest or the desire at all.
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When my Dad died, i fought in Many Different Disciplines over the years, Started out simple like most in Karate as a Kid, Wrestling, Then Full contact stuff, Boxing, Then Kickboxing, Muay tai etc etc, you get Smashed around that goes with the Discipline win or lose you know that right from the get go, you feel that Hurt more so after-wards like the coming days more Physical than anything in my experience, then its gone, when someone Close to You Dies, Mother, Father, Sister, Brother etc....that is a Totally Different type of Hurt, that alot of us take a real long time to Deal with, Just my 2 cents on the issue but i hear you ND and Coach loud and clear.
Death is quite easy to deal with if you realize it can happen to anyone at any moment. Expect it to come your way and to everyone you know as soon as possible. None of us are going to write Beethoven`s Ninth Symphony anyways.
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losing it all on red.
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I still don`t understand why anyone would want to have a child. I am not trying to be crass, I just don`t get the interest or the desire at all.
I guess it is fortunate not all folks feel the way you do....otherwise you'd not be here posting, would you? Or, you were an unwanted accident. I am not trying to be a smart ass here, but think about it.
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Death is quite easy to deal with if you realize it can happen to anyone at any moment. Expect it to come your way and to everyone you know as soon as possible. None of us are going to write Beethoven`s Ninth Symphony anyways.
Interesting your posts as usual TA, Had someone Close to you Go such as your Mum, Dad, Brother, Wife yet Adonis?
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Leafy, back in the mid 80's I used to work bouncing at a Chinese/Vietnamese night club in Alhambra, ca. The people that I worked with were all off duty Marshalls (now Sheriff dept). The one marshall worked the front taking money, I worked right in front of him checking I'd, not letting underaged in, kicking people out, etc. I got the job because I knew on of the marshalls and was studying to become one myself. The people that came in were rival gang members but that was the place to go as kind if a neutral zone. Vietnamese would always either try to sneak there way in (if they were underage) or lie. We kicked people out a lot and we also got threatened a lot. Long story short, we got threatened one night and at the end of the night one came back and shot the place up, hollow point bullets and all. My friend died on in OR and the shooter fled, I managed to get several rounds off as he was leaving (as did the other cops that was there with me) but he was too far gone. They caught him 6mos later in Chinatown in Boston, extradited him back and stood trial. I was the only witness.
What a hero. ::)
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Hero for what? My best friend died in front of me dickhead. Being in protective custody for a year sucked.
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That sucks, I'm glad your kid is OK.
When my boxing license was denied .
Aids?
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death of my dog :'(
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death of my dog :'(
hi josh
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Interesting your posts as usual TA, Had someone Close to you Go such as your Mum, Dad, Brother, Wife yet Adonis?
Pretty much everyone has gone into the night. People should not dwell on death, there is no point to do so and it accomplishes absolutely nothing. Prepare yourself early for all of it and imagine your life without these people in it. When it happens, the blow won`t be as bad. Lastly, do not put too much importance on their death, it was inevitable anyways and once someone is gone, thats it. You have to let go and move forward. Living in the past will only ensure a dismal future.
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I guess it is fortunate not all folks feel the way you do....otherwise you'd not be here posting, would you? Or, you were an unwanted accident. I am not trying to be a smart ass here, but think about it.
I was planned actually, however If I would have never been born, I wouldn`t have known the difference. I am glad I am here though, its quite an entertaining show I must say.
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Joining this site ;)
Ditto.
It's a "love/hate" relationship.
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Pretty much everyone has gone into the night. People should not dwell on death, there is no point to do so and it accomplishes absolutely nothing. Prepare yourself early for all of it and imagine your life without these people in it. When it happens, the blow won`t be as bad. Lastly, do not put too much importance on their death, it was inevitable anyways and once someone is gone, thats it. You have to let go and move forward. Living in the past will only ensure a dismal future.
you kill em?
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To be honest that moment has yet to come into my life...I hope it never comes. :-\
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To be honest that moment has yet to come into my life...I hope it never comes. :-\
if it doesn't, you haven't really lived..
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if it doesn't, you haven't really lived..
im too young I guess. 23
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you kill em?
They wanted to see Disneyland...
I showed them Hell.
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That alone warrants an investigation. No wonder you're mentally fucked.
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That alone warrants an investigation. No wonder you're mentally fucked.
No my dear Roach, I think it does not, unless of course you wish to see Epcot Center later this fall...
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For me it was when my partner of ten years died. And then years later I met and fell in love with someone else and discovered I had an ectopic preg in my left tube and ended up hemouraging and almost died. I never thought I would get over these things, but I have and am stronger for it.
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For me it was when my partner of ten years died. And then years later I met and fell in love with someone else and discovered I had an ectopic preg in my left tube and ended up hemouraging and almost died. I never thought I would get over these things, but I have and am stronger for it.
How did your partner die?
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How did your partner die?
That's a painful story as well. I don't even want to start because I haven't got over the way he died and never will. Just seeing someone you love suffer hurts me still to this day. I just want to remember the good/happy times but sometimes I think of the sad times too.
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That's a painful story as well. I don't even want to start because I haven't got over the way he died and never will. Just seeing someone you love suffer hurts me still to this day. I just want to remember the good/happy times but sometimes I think of the sad times too.
Completely understandable. Us living organisms sometimes have it rough whether it be our own bodies that ultimately destroy us, some unforeseen consequence or mistake that does us in or even by our own hands. The Universe is indifferent to our suffering, but as sentient, intelligent beings we do not have to be indifferent to it. This is also a double-edged sword as all of us cannot stand to be powerless in the face of any type of suffering, especially when there is nothing we can do and someone is begging us to help.
The last thing my mother said to me before she died was, "I`m so scared, I`m so scared" over and over and over. The feeling of not being able to intervene or do anything at all in the face of suffering plagues us all. I hope you don`t dwell too much upon this though as the sun still shines for us my dear.
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Completely understandable. Us living organisms sometimes have it rough whether it be our own bodies that ultimately destroy us, some unforeseen consequence or mistake that does us in or even by our own hands. The Universe is indifferent to our suffering, but as sentient, intelligent beings we do not have to be indifferent to it. This is also a double-edged sword as all of us cannot stand to be powerless in the face of any type of suffering, especially when there is nothing we can do and someone is begging us to help.
The last thing my mother said to me before she died was, "I`m so scared, I`m so scared" over and over and over. The feeling of not being able to intervene or do anything at all in the face of suffering plagues us all. I hope you don`t dwell too much upon this though as the sun still shines for us my dear.
Is that what your therapist said to you Adam?
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Is that what your therapist said to you Adam?
Nope, unlike you, I don`t require such chicanery in order to survive.
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Pussy
;D
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Completely understandable. Us living organisms sometimes have it rough whether it be our own bodies that ultimately destroy us, some unforeseen consequence or mistake that does us in or even by our own hands. The Universe is indifferent to our suffering, but as sentient, intelligent beings we do not have to be indifferent to it. This is also a double-edged sword as all of us cannot stand to be powerless in the face of any type of suffering, especially when there is nothing we can do and someone is begging us to help.
The last thing my mother said to me before she died was, "I`m so scared, I`m so scared" over and over and over. The feeling of not being able to intervene or do anything at all in the face of suffering plagues us all. I hope you don`t dwell too much upon this though as the sun still shines for us my dear.
Thank you and sorry for your loss.
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Watching my dad's face when some arsehole doctor very casually sauntered in to the examining room and said
"Well, we've looked at your scans, and you'll probably be dead by this time next year".
It's the only time in my life I've experienced going weak at the knees, but to see my dad's reaction - that worse than the following 12 months.
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Watching my dad's face when some arsehole doctor very casually sauntered in to the examining room and said
"Well, we've looked at your scans, and you'll probably be dead by this time next year".
It's the only time in my life I've experienced going weak at the knees, but to see my dad's reaction - that worse than the following 12 months.
Wow, that doctor is such an asshole.
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Wow, that doctor is such an asshole.
x2. Not a big fan of doctors at the best of times either.
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i was that doctor
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I still don`t understand why anyone would want to have a child. I am not trying to be crass, I just don`t get the interest or the desire at all.
Cuz my children, unlike yours, will be born good looking and without the pain of having you as a father?
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In all seriousness though, I probably want to put a child on Earth for the same reason anyone else does: I can and that's what my purpose on earth is. What the fuck else are we here for?
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In all seriousness though, I probably want to put a child on Earth for the same reason anyone else does: I can and that's what my purpose on earth is. What the fuck else are we here for?
Blinky's college coed threads!
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Life is an endless pain with a painful end.
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I probably want to put a child on Earth for the same reason anyone else does: I can
That's a shitty reason
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Falling in love with a immoral woman.
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losing it all on red.
dont' feel bad. I know one getbigger who wagered his life savings on the Mccain ticket winning in 2008. He somehow believed Sarah Palin would be the savior of his doomed campaign.
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That's a shitty reason
I started the sentence with "In all seriousness", and you fell for it.
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Seriously Adonis you need help. I'm really serious now, I don't want to sound offensive at all. Think about it, for your own sake.
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Seriously Adonis you need help. I'm really serious now, I don't want to sound offensive at all. Think about it, for your own sake.
Actually, I could use someone to sweep my chimneys out and gather some pecans from the tops of the trees before the crows do.
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That sucks, I'm glad your kid is OK.
When my boxing license was denied .
HIV? Hep C?
In answer to thread...
Legal troubles hurt me immensely its made me a calloused person
Second - women related bullshit
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I nodded at a guy I half knew and he ignored/missed it but his girlfriend saw.
:D
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In all seriousness though, I probably want to put a child on Earth for the same reason anyone else does: I can and that's what my purpose on earth is. What the fuck else are we here for?
We aren`t here for any particular reason at all. Your "purpose" is whatever you want it to be.
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The main point of life is to have children.
Every living thing can reproduce.
It just so happens you can also have fantastic friends, memories and experiences also.
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The main point of life is to have children.
Every living thing can reproduce.
It just so happens you can also have fantastic friends, memories and experiences also.
Existentialism
At least read about it.
"He maintained that the individual is solely responsible for giving his or her own life meaning and for living that life passionately and sincerely,[7][8] in spite of many existential obstacles and distractions including despair, angst, absurdity, alienation, and boredom."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Existentialism
Theres a start...
So people who can't have kids can't live with a purpose? :-\
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Where would I start?
And as far as the whole having kids thing, I, too, have zero interest in becoming a father. If my offspring suffered even a third of the amount I have, I'd be a SOB to bring him/her into the world.
I am not a fan of the human species or what's become of our global society.
If I had had a choice, I would have asked my parents not to have had me.
If not for my passions, weight training, music (my religion) and animals, I'd have checked out long ago. Serious.
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Where would I start?
And as far as thr whole having kids thing, I, too, have zero interest in becoming a father. If my offspring suffered even a third of the amount I have, I'd be a SOB to bring him/her into the world.
I am not a fan of the human species or what's become of our global society.
If not for my passions, weight training, music (my religion) and animals, I'd have checked out long ago. Serious.
deep :D
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deep :D
It isn't. But neither is ANYTHING anyone does. It's all horseshit, any way you slice it.
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The main point of life is to have children.
Every living thing can reproduce.
It just so happens you can also have fantastic friends, memories and experiences also.
Mules are sterile and can`t reproduce. Must be "gods" little accident right. ::)
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There will always be anomolies in nature. Even humans.
Flowers, plants, fruits humans and animals all reproduce. Some choose not to and that is their choice and fine by me.
In the last few years a few of my friends have had children of their own and say it is the most satisfying and proud moment of their life. Beyond words.
I come from a large family and myself would like children one day.
But each to their own.
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This should make everyone feel a bit better.
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What is it with some women just wanting to see people go down in flames? It's the drama of it all isn't it.
It's the fact that my siblings all estranged themselves from my parents,...mom and dad (especially mom) were afraid I would do the same,...so therefore they contrived to sabotage my getting a bachelors, from getting a good job that would enable me to move far away from them, scared away my playmates when a child, from any sort of extracurricular activity while in public school, they even kept me from getting a drivers license until long after high school.
Oh yes, I was recently told that my mom went around behind my back when I was in elementary school telling everyone that I was fucked in the head.
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HIV? Hep C?
Brain injury
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And now this song is Actually TOPIC RELATED.
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crash course in brain surgery
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When the Dodgers traded Piazza.
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Another one that is related.
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;D
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Forgot to add, when one of my best friends was shot and killed right in front of me. One shot about. 6" above my head and three shots into him.
Fortunate for you then that you're such a fucking midget.
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Nice...seems I have yet another bitter gimmick stalker. Good job Ron fucking up the boards by letting shit heads like this on!
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It's the fact that my siblings all estranged themselves from my parents,...mom and dad (especially mom) were afraid I would do the same,...so therefore they contrived to sabotage my getting a bachelors, from getting a good job that would enable me to move far away from them, scared away my playmates when a child, from any sort of extracurricular activity while in public school, they even kept me from getting a drivers license until long after high school.
Oh yes, I was recently told that my mom went around behind my back when I was in elementary school telling everyone that I was fucked in the head.
Obviously, your siblings knew what they needed to do to survive.
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The first one I can think of was when I was on vacation with my family for a week only to come back and find out my hot ass girlfriend sucked my friends dick at a party. It is funny now but back then I was crushed. My only saving grace is.... 24 years later and she is a fat disgusting pig with like 5 kids. Thank god she sucked that dick.
;D ;D ;D ;D
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Existentialism
At least read about it.
"He maintained that the individual is solely responsible for giving his or her own life meaning and for living that life passionately and sincerely,[7][8] in spite of many existential obstacles and distractions including despair, angst, absurdity, alienation, and boredom."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Existentialism
Theres a start...
So people who can't have kids can't live with a purpose? :-\
Unfortunately for many that amounts to pooping out babies and filling a trailer up like a sardine can while watching american football, eating doritos, and releasing toxic methane into the atmosphere.
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There will always be anomolies in nature. Even humans.
Flowers, plants, fruits humans and animals all reproduce. Some choose not to and that is their choice and fine by me.
In the last few years a few of my friends have had children of their own and say it is the most satisfying and proud moment of their life. Beyond words.
I come from a large family and myself would like children one day.
But each to their own.
Pooping out babies is nothing to be proud of. All you are doing is placing burden on mankinds resources and potentially creating hazard for the future. There is no self sacrifice in the act of pooping out a small child. You benefit mankind in no way unless it produces another person who in turn produces something.
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coach when you mentioned alhambra, I guessed it was asian gangsters. I grew up in a town adjacent.
I have never really been hurt that much, I have been mistreated at times consistently by certain people, this made me emotional cold and hard some would say, I never really give anyone the chance to hurt me nowadays, at most things make me angry and uncomfortable... hurt, I don't remember ever feeling hurt. I cried when my hamster died when I was little lol, does that count?
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dont' feel bad. I know one getbigger who wagered his life savings on the Mccain ticket winning in 2008. He somehow believed Sarah Palin would be the savior of his doomed campaign.
haha rofl.
damn i shoulda put it all on black. 50/50 chance and fucked it all up :( :P
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Brain injury
Boxing related or other?
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when i joined the army (its mandatory here) i got into some kind of shock, which led to 3-4 years of depression.
it was horrible really, i was walking through life feeling down and wanting to cry all the time, not wanting to do anything and feeling like i have nothing to live for, with completely no energy what so ever. i was really ashamed of it and didnt go to a shrink/psychologist to treat it as i held a very interesting position, which was the only enlightening thing in my life at that point. i was afraid theyd let me go if they knew i was depressed. what didn't help is that my grandmother and my grandfather which were like parents to me, who raised me, passed away. first my grandmother than my grandfather died of cancel after suffering for 2 years.
eventually i went to some sessions with a shrink, which i didnt help one bit. the army shrink didnt believe me that i was depressed, so he didnt offer me any drugs to treat it. i was hoping it will go away eventually, and it actually did when i met my girlfriend who gave some meaning to my life and pulled me out of my depression. and i feel like a normal person now, with life energy and everything, i also feel much stronger and i believe i will not get into that state ever again.
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I still don`t understand why anyone would want to have a child. I am not trying to be crass, I just don`t get the interest or the desire at all.
exactly
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Completely understandable. Us living organisms sometimes have it rough whether it be our own bodies that ultimately destroy us, some unforeseen consequence or mistake that does us in or even by our own hands. The Universe is indifferent to our suffering, but as sentient, intelligent beings we do not have to be indifferent to it. This is also a double-edged sword as all of us cannot stand to be powerless in the face of any type of suffering, especially when there is nothing we can do and someone is begging us to help.
The last thing my mother said to me before she died was, "I`m so scared, I`m so scared" over and over and over. The feeling of not being able to intervene or do anything at all in the face of suffering plagues us all. I hope you don`t dwell too much upon this though as the sun still shines for us my dear.
Today's word of hope brought to you by Getbig's resident automaton.
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Makes me feel good to know true anus and fortress wont reproduce. And that vince goodcum is into men.
I still don`t understand why anyone would want to have a child. I am not trying to be crass, I just don`t get the interest or the desire at all.
You not having parents or losing them very young as you said might be the reason, you cant reproduce what you didnt have. You werent loved , you cant love. You could learn, but stuck to learning how to be loved and love a female partner. You cant go any further, learn how to love offsprings after spawning them, cause you have no model, or only a bad one to follow. So you tell everyone having kids is pointless.
On the other side, ursus who s from a big , normal, caring family wants to create, reproduce , continue a big normal caring family, as simple as that. His parents gave him the desire to promote and maintain life, he acquired it. You didnt.
Natural selection or God 's Will, whatever the way you call it. Ursus lineage will continue, yours will end. The best of what has been preserved over countless of generations will survive in ursus's lineage, and the best of what has been preserved over countless generations in your lineage is definitely overcome by the bad.
Your life is about destroying others and yourself, while ursus' one is about building and maintaining life. Causes, consequences. You ve both been conditionned by your past, and mostly dont have any choice but to be who you are. That's the way you ve been programmed by everything that precedes you...in your lineage, as you can only be the physical and psychical sum of what precedes you and spawned you. Normal, caring people spawn normal caring offsprings, fucked up sinners spawn fucked up sinners who dont want to live and want to destroy others.
I d like to meet ursus and do things with him, i have 0 interest in meeting you cause you would spend all the time bragging about yourself while criticizing others. Just because you were hurt and not loved as a kid. As arthur janov said it, nevrotic people shouldnt give birth to nevrotic kids. Had you been born black in a poor neighborhood you d be behind bars, but you ve been spawned by rich white and somewhat intelectual parents who for some reasons created a scornful, sarcastic and hedonistic, egocentrical unhappy and useless ugly looking mongrel. Other smart, rich white parents spawn educated, contributing and happy kids who constitute the backbone of most societies. The question is where did it all get wrong in your parents, and grandparents lives, what is underlying who you became, when you could have become someone else. We re not only inheriting our parents and grandparents qualities but also their sins. And we have no other choice but to identify them and fight em, cultivate ourselves using our knowledges and consciousness. By doing so, true hapiness happens. Or we can let them take over our lives just like they took over the lives of our parents, grandparents, until our lineage ends ultimately. If you keep on acting and thinking negatively, thus reinforcing the bad stuff you inherited genetically / biologically and psychically from your ancestors and parents, you ll only know suffering. The bad things that happened to your parents conditionned you from the very beginning, and you re scared to reproduce it evern further if you and jezebelle had kids yourselves. Your so called "choice" of not having kids. You two can now only convince each others and others that all that matters in life is to "enjoy it" as much as you can, not reproduce "because the world, life, is too tough", so typical of our today's generation nothingness. Rich white kid who wasnt loved enough and who s unable to love. I know lots of poor people who have more faith in life than you, and who would help others when you would simply ignore them. Because their parents, even if poor, at least were spiritual.
The funny thing still, is that you followed the instinctive urge to find a female to anchor yourself in life until you die, to replace your mother. Maybe she s exactly like your mother. And that obviously you brainwashed her into not wanting kids with your ideology. For some resons i guess she was hurt too in the past and dont want kids either, was prone to follow you in your nihilistic drivel from the start, must be the reason why you dated each others in the first place, similar people stick together.
I guess you despise young couples and parents when you walk past them, you both think you re intelectually superior to them, that you are some kind of gods when they re just animals. You think you re smarter then everyone else, and you enjoy the suffering of others, it makes you laugh cynically.
Two people anchoring together to survive, to feel hapiness, even if they ve been hurt. But who dont want to reproduce, and despise those who do.
Te only reason why you two dont want to reproduce is because you didnt learn how to be good parents, you know you simply cant. And you didnt find a way to learn what you didnt learn from your parents. You dont want to be bad parents. That's the real reason at work. No need to hide it behind some philosophical bullshits. So many of you guys nowadays. The end of the white man. Some will survive, a lot will disapear slowly. Because they werent able to love anymore. Because they lost faith.
You clearly picked your side and obviously feel very proud of the character you somewhat "chose" to build. Proud of your influence on others and of your place in the big schem of things, the ideoloy you represent and want to spread even more.
The funny is that your "choice", your way of life, isnt even original. You re just picking the side of nihilism while others pick the side of Life. You re just another character of the eternal Story , just like everyone else, and there's not much you can do about it.
I'm not saying your reasoning is not logical, it is perfectly logical when we follow your path from the beginning. But the oposite result is just as logical.
I respect your conclusion that you and jezebelle shouldnt have kids -you obviously shouldnt-, but i cannot respect you telling others that giving birth is bad, or a "mistake". The good things you ve felt resulted from the "mistake" your parents made by spawning you. But people like you cant live for someone else. Only for themselves. They cant envision hapiness for someone else, nor build it.
Humans dont simply have to spawn other humans, they also have to lead them thru life.
As a conclusion, let's just hope for you there s no God and final judgment and that these are only fairy tales.
One way or another we will be judged for what we ve done or didnt, for what we ve said or didnt. Because like it or not, it is mathematical, every consequence has a cause and vice versa. Your body might disintegrate itself after death, feed the worms after being transformed into nutrients, but what about... your consciousness/spirit/soul?
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Boxing related or other?
Motorcycle accident.
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Makes me feel good to know true anus and fortress wont reproduce. And that vince goodcum is into men.
You not having parents or losing them very young as you said might be the reason, you cant reproduce what you didnt have. You werent loved , you cant love.
On the other side, ursus who s from a big , normal, caring family wants to create, reproduce , continue a big normal caring family, as simple as that. Natural selection or God 's Will, whatever the way you call it. Ursus lineage will continue, yours will end. Your life is about destroying others and yourself, while ursus' one is about building and maintaining life. Causes, consequences. You ve both been conditionned by your past, and mostly dont have any choice but to be who you are. That's the way you ve been programmed by everything that precedes you...in your lineage, as you can only be the physical and psychical sum of what precedes you and spawned you. Normal, caring people spawn normal caring offsprings, fucked up sinners spawn fucked up sinners who dont want to live and want to destroy others.
I d like to meet ursus and do things with him, i have 0 interest in meeting you cause you would spend all the time bragging about yourself while criticizing others. Just because you were hurt and not loved as a kid. As arthur janov said it again, nevrotic people shouldnt give birth to nevrotic kids. Had you been born black in a poor neighborhood you d be behind bars, but you ve been spawned by rich white and somewhat intelectual parents who for some reasons created a scornful, sarcastic and hedonistic, egocentrical unhappy and useless ugly looking mongrel. Others smart, rich white parents spawn educated, contributing and happy kids. The question is where did it all get wrong in your parents, and grandparents lives, what is underlying who you became, when you could have become someone else. We re not only inheriting our parents and grandparents qualities but also their sins. And we have no other choice but to identify them and fight em, cultivate ourselves using our knowledges and consciousness. By doing so, true hapiness happens. If you keep on acting and thinking negatively, thus reinforcing the bad stuff you inherited genetically / biologically and psychically from your ancestors and parents, you ll only know suffering.
The funny thing still, is that you followed the instinctive urge to find a female to anchor yourself until you die, to replace your mother. And that obviously you brainwashed her into not wanting kids with your ideology. For some resons i guess she was hurt too in the past and dont want kids either, was prone to follow you in your nihilistic drivel from the start, must be the reason why you dated each others in the first place, similar people stick together.
I guess you despise young couples and parents when you walk past them, you both think you re intelectually superior to them, that you are some kind of gods when they re just animals. You think you re smarter then everyone else, and you enjoy the suffering of others, it makes you laugh cynically.
You clearly picked your side and obviously feel very proud of the character you somewhat "chose" to build. Proud of your influence on others and of your place in the big schem of things.
Well. Let's hope for you there s no God and final judgment and that these are only fairy tales.
Hahahaha meltdown. "natural selection or gods will"... ohhh brother would you stfu. You sound like a broken record of a crying baby. You are the most bitter, hateful person on this board and seeing you call adonis out is irony at its best. Adam is a good person deep down inside. However i feel that this character you portray on the board is an extension of your true self. I notice peoples lives usually mirror their behavior on this board. You are a sad sad man.
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Hahahaha meltdown. "natural selection or gods will"... ohhh brother would you stfu. You sound like a broken record of a crying baby. You are the most bitter, hateful person on this board and seeing you call adonis out is irony at its best. Adam is a good person deep down inside. However i feel that this character you portray on the board is an extension of your true self. I notice peoples lives usually mirror their behavior on this board. You are a sad sad man.
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Emotional pain is always worse then physical. I have been lucky on both ends but the most crippling moment happened recently.... Kind of strange. I go through moments of blood boiling rage to apathy. I don't really know how to react to it all. I almost have to sit down and think hard about it to make it hurt and part of me wants to explore those feelings. It is almost like being stabbed with a knife but not being able to feel it because of the adrenaline and then looking down at the knife and thinking about it and the pain comes.
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lots of people are sad at some point or another, you have good days and bad days, so what
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Try again. I wasn't born yesterday noob. In fact i was the one who created this game.
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why don't you two just kiss and make up huh?
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Makes me feel good to know true anus and fortress wont reproduce. And that vince goodcum is into men.
You not having parents or losing them very young as you said might be the reason, you cant reproduce what you didnt have. You werent loved , you cant love. You could learn, but stuck to learning how to be loved and love a female partner. You cant go any further, learn how to love offsprings after spawning them, cause you have no model, or only a bad one to follow. So you tell everyone having kids is pointless.
On the other side, ursus who s from a big , normal, caring family wants to create, reproduce , continue a big normal caring family, as simple as that. His parents gave him the desire to promote and maintain life, he acquired it. You didnt.
Natural selection or God 's Will, whatever the way you call it. Ursus lineage will continue, yours will end. The best of what has been preserved over countless of generations will survive in ursus's lineage, and the best of what has been preserved over countless generations in your lineage is definitely overcome by the bad.
Your life is about destroying others and yourself, while ursus' one is about building and maintaining life. Causes, consequences. You ve both been conditionned by your past, and mostly dont have any choice but to be who you are. That's the way you ve been programmed by everything that precedes you...in your lineage, as you can only be the physical and psychical sum of what precedes you and spawned you. Normal, caring people spawn normal caring offsprings, fucked up sinners spawn fucked up sinners who dont want to live and want to destroy others.
I d like to meet ursus and do things with him, i have 0 interest in meeting you cause you would spend all the time bragging about yourself while criticizing others. Just because you were hurt and not loved as a kid. As arthur janov said it, nevrotic people shouldnt give birth to nevrotic kids. Had you been born black in a poor neighborhood you d be behind bars, but you ve been spawned by rich white and somewhat intelectual parents who for some reasons created a scornful, sarcastic and hedonistic, egocentrical unhappy and useless ugly looking mongrel. Other smart, rich white parents spawn educated, contributing and happy kids who constitute the backbone of most societies. The question is where did it all get wrong in your parents, and grandparents lives, what is underlying who you became, when you could have become someone else. We re not only inheriting our parents and grandparents qualities but also their sins. And we have no other choice but to identify them and fight em, cultivate ourselves using our knowledges and consciousness. By doing so, true hapiness happens. Or we can let them take over our lives just like they took over the lives of our parents, grandparents, until our lineage ends ultimately. If you keep on acting and thinking negatively, thus reinforcing the bad stuff you inherited genetically / biologically and psychically from your ancestors and parents, you ll only know suffering. The bad things that happened to your parents conditionned you from the very beginning, and you re scared to reproduce it evern further if you and jezebelle had kids yourselves. Your so called "choice" of not having kids. You two can now only convince each others and others that all that matters in life is to "enjoy it" as much as you can, not reproduce "because the world, life, is too tough", so typical of our today's generation nothingness. Rich white kid who werent loved and who s unable to love. I know lots of poor people who have more faith in life than you, and who would help others when you would simply ignore them.
The funny thing still, is that you followed the instinctive urge to find a female to anchor yourself in life until you die, to replace your mother. Maybe she s exactly like your mother. And that obviously you brainwashed her into not wanting kids with your ideology. For some resons i guess she was hurt too in the past and dont want kids either, was prone to follow you in your nihilistic drivel from the start, must be the reason why you dated each others in the first place, similar people stick together.
I guess you despise young couples and parents when you walk past them, you both think you re intelectually superior to them, that you are some kind of gods when they re just animals. You think you re smarter then everyone else, and you enjoy the suffering of others, it makes you laugh cynically.
Two people anchoring together to survive, to feel hapiness, even if they ve been hurt. But who dont want to reproduce, and despise those who do.
Te only reason why you two dont want to reproduce is because you didnt learn how to be good parents, you know you simply cant. And you didnt find a way to learn what you didnt learn from your parents. You dont want to be bad parents. That's the real reason at work. No need to hide it behind some philosophical bullshits. So many of you guys nowadays. The end of the white man. Some will survive, a lot will disapear slowly. Because they werent able to love anymore. Because they lost faith.
You clearly picked your side and obviously feel very proud of the character you somewhat "chose" to build. Proud of your influence on others and of your place in the big schem of things, the ideoloy you represent and want to spread even more.
The funny is that your "choice", your way of life, isnt even original. You re just picking the side of nihilism while others pick the side of Life. You re just another character of the eternal Story , just like everyone else, and there's not much you can do about it.
I'm not saying your reasoning is not logical, it is perfectly logical when we follow your path from the beginning. But the oposite result is just as logical.
I respect your conclusion that you and jezebelle shouldnt have kids -you obviously shouldnt-, but i cannot respect you telling others that giving birth is bad, or a "mistake". The good things you ve felt resulted from the "mistake" your parents made by spawning you. But people like you cant live for someone else. Only for themselves. They cant envision hapiness for someone else, nor build it.
Humans dont simply have to spawn other humans, they also have to lead them thru life.
As a conclusion, let's just hope for you there s no God and final judgment and that these are only fairy tales.
One way or another we will be judged for what we ve done or didnt, for what we ve said or didnt. Because like it or not, it is mathematical, every consequence has a cause and vice versa. Your body might disintegrate itself after death, feed the worms after being transformed into nutrients, but what about... your consciousness/spirit/soul?
Wrong. Jezebelle and I are very selfish people who see no need to have a moron around. We both do whatever we want, whenever we want and with a child, that kind of freedom is not possible. Plus, she does not want to destroy her physique, she hates children and all thoughts related disgust her as they do me.
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Wrong. Jezebelle and I are very selfish people who see no need to have a moron around. We both do whatever we want, whenever we want and with a child, that kind of freedom is not possible. Plus, she does not want to destroy her physique, she hates children and all thoughts related disgust her as they do me.
That's the last i think we will see of him in this thread. Run away and lives to whine another day. What a bitter individual he is.
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Try again. I wasn't born yesterday noob. In fact i was the one who created this game.
Haha. ;D ;D ;D
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Try again. I wasn't born yesterday noob. In fact i was the one who created this game.
nice photoshop, you re clearly a mental case for spending time making up that shit.
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That's the last i think we will see of him in this thread. Run away and lives to whine another day. What a bitter individual he is.
OMFFG, he tried to solicit you. He doesn`t even train legs for fucks sakes.
Uberman is a religious manic depressive, quite a strange combination as his existence is built upon "wrestling" with god and other pettifoggery philosophical bullshit.
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nice photoshop, you re clearly a mental case for spending time making up that shit.
Did you happen to train legs today?
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OMFFG, he tried to solicit you. He doesn`t even train legs for fucks sakes.
Uberman is a religious manic depressive, quite a strange combination as his existence is built upon "wrestling" with god and other pettifoggery philosophical bullshit.
Please do not insult what he considers "deep thought" ;D. He might start mocking the hardon collider and i don't think i can handle that.
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nice photoshop, you re clearly a mental case for spending time making up that shit.
"WAAHHHHHH HE MADE IT UP!!! NO LOOK!! PLEASE HE MADE IT UP!!" AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH. .. Some one is butthurt now that they got owned.
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Please do not insult what he considers "deep thought" ;D. He might start mocking the hardon collider and i don't think i can handle that.
He will just say something entirely moronic like, "The Hard-On Collider was built so men can accelerate towards Jesus faster". He really is that stupid.
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Fortunate for you then that you're such a fucking midget.
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A woman
I was beyond devestated
It took weeks for me just to function right afterwards and a few years to recover properly
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Lot of whiny bitches in this thread ;D
the single moment in life when I hurt the most was when I was 7-8 years old and I don't know why but I got a urinal infection and I was pissing fucking razor blades for a week
I wanted to die
I still remember the pain to this day
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A woman
I was beyond devestated
It took weeks for me just to function right afterwards and a few years to recover properly
Many folks believe women suffer the most in a breakup, but that isn't so. Most men take breakups much harder then most women do.
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You're young Stavios, unfortunatly there will be a time in your life when something or someone close to you passes. Not just one but usually more in a reletively short time span. It happen to me at an early age and now anything but God for bid something happening to my wife or son I'm pretty much numb. I've had so many close family and friends die I lost count. Like I said. Aside from my wife or son, I'm all cried out...I'm numb.
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I meant to say "anything A SIDE" from my wife or son. If anything happen to them my life would pretty much end.
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You're young Stavios, unfortunatly there will be a time in your life when something or someone close to you passes. Not just one but usually more in a reletively short time span. It happen to me at an early age and now anything but God for bid something happening to my wife or son I'm pretty much numb. I've had so many close family and friends die I lost count. Like I said. Aside from my wife or son, I'm all cried out...I'm numb.
I was only kidding about the "whiny bitches" part coach, I know most people have a lot of hard stuff going on (fortunately for me it's not the case "yet")
I don't think you guys are whiny bitches at all
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The time when my aunt died, the love of my life left me shortly afterwards, and my mother died in my arms while i was trying to save her with CPR not long after that.
All of this happening within a short period of time.
Needless to say i was in a very dark place.
Nothing could have hurt me more, a call from the Doc saying i had cancer would have been a relief for example.
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I d like to meet ursus and do things with him
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Wrong. Jezebelle and I are very selfish people who see no need to have a moron around. We both do whatever we want, whenever we want and with a child, that kind of freedom is not possible. Plus, she does not want to destroy her physique, she hates children and all thoughts related disgust her as they do me.
To each his own. My wife and I have two grown children. They are both remarkable people. Neither my wife nor I have any regrets.
There are more than enough people in this world. So if some people, like you and Jezebelle, chose to not reproduce, that's fine. I don't think it is selfish when someone doesn't want children. And yes, raising children changes your lifestyle for awhile....usually around 18 years or so.
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I like Dogs better. Dogs are decent people.
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To each their own for sure! Adonis - don't let society pressure you into shit you don't want to do... if you don't want to have kids, then by all means don't have kids, its your life do as you want brotha! Nothing wrong with that!
I myself do plan on having kids sometime in the future, and I do want them. Because I actually do enjoy kids a lot, Been spending a lot of time with my nephew(in-law) and its fun watching them develop into human being with thoughts and ideas. I dunno, raising kids is something I want to experience.
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Leafy, back in the mid 80's I used to work bouncing at a Chinese/Vietnamese night club in Alhambra, ca. The people that I worked with were all off duty Marshalls (now Sheriff dept). The one marshall worked the front taking money, I worked right in front of him checking I'd, not letting underaged in, kicking people out, etc. I got the job because I knew on of the marshalls and was studying to become one myself. The people that came in were rival gang members but that was the place to go as kind if a neutral zone. Vietnamese would always either try to sneak there way in (if they were underage) or lie. We kicked people out a lot and we also got threatened a lot. Long story short, we got threatened one night and at the end of the night one came back and shot the place up, hollow point bullets and all. My friend died on in OR and the shooter fled, I managed to get several rounds off as he was leaving (as did the other cops that was there with me) but he was too far gone. They caught him 6mos later in Chinatown in Boston, extradited him back and stood trial. I was the only witness.
That is a crazy story bro! Glad to hear you survived it... and I'm sorry about your friend.
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To each their own for sure! Adonis - don't let society pressure you into shit you don't want to do... if you don't want to have kids, then by all means don't have kids, its your life do as you want brotha! Nothing wrong with that!
I myself do plan on having kids sometime in the future, and I do want them. Because I actually do enjoy kids a lot, Been spending a lot of time with my nephew(in-law) and its fun watching them develop into human being with thoughts and ideas. I dunno, raising kids is something I want to experience.
You will make a great father I am sure my friend. Some people enjoy it and it of course will come with its own set of hardships. May your first child, be a masculine child so that way we can have another Beautiful man with Glasses on stage at the Olympia.
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seriously.. pissing razor blades is the worst thing ever
nothing hurts more
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I honestly think there is something in Jewish DNA that allows one to not dwell on such things.
Best one liner ever!!!
and dont jeworry U get all the credit$.
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When my first true love said she wanted 'space' and officially dumped me a week later. My insides was torn to shreds. I'd wake up at night and had difficulty breathing. She was the last thing in my mind when I closed my eyes at night, she was the first thing that came up in my dreams if I was lucky enough to fall asleep, and the first thing in my mind when I opened my eyes in the morning. That period in my life change me forever. To this day (12 years later), I still don't trust any bitch and never allow myself to get close to any woman again.
You know, the funny thing is that she ended up marrying a real dickhead, had a kid and got divorced, married another asshole, got fat and last I heard she was in the process of divorcing again. I saw a picture of her and she aged tremendously the past 10-12 years. She'd 32 and looks 45. Ragged. But, regardless of her face and body, she still has those beautiful eyes and mysterious Mona Lisa smile. Even as she grows old and her looks fade, she's always going to be that one that got away.
Ah well. >:(
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Nice...seems I have yet another bitter gimmick stalker. Good job Ron fucking up the boards by letting shit heads like this on!
He does have a point Roach. Lucky for you you're as tall as a baby chair therefore you're still around today to bust a nut over boys. Think about it.
respectfully.
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What moment in life was you at your worst?Could be splitting from a girlfriend or wife, losing a family member, fired from a job you love etc, now weeks, months or years later it leaves you waking with cold sweats :-\
mental= finding out i was an intelligent caring human being in a world of assholes. physical= quite a few compound fracture of tibia hs football, kidney stones rank 6 hip replacement surgeries several concussions. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger i guess.
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Wife attempted suicide in 2001, but I intervened and she ended up in a coma for 4 weeks. She suffered an anoxic brain injury similar to a stroke victim. Had to relearn everything from square one....speech, muscle control, control of emotions etc...and was wheelchair bound for a year or so afterwards. She never fully regained motor control and was essentially a different person physically and mentally.
To cut a long story short, fast forward 2 years later and she did finally commit suicide. I found her body one morning after waking.
People can hide their depression very well as I found her to be a happy and well adjusted person 99% of the time. If anyone any of you know mentions suicide, take it very seriously and seek medical attention or advice.
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Ever found it funny when people claim that 'their kid is their best achievement ever', and this is before the little vermin is even born!!
Never want one of the little rats myself. The thought of looking after one on a day today basis fills me with disgust.
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Wife attempted suicide in 2001, but I intervened and she ended up in a coma for 4 weeks. She suffered an anoxic brain injury similar to a stroke victim. Had to relearn everything from square one....speech, muscle control, control of emotions etc...and was wheelchair bound for a year or so afterwards. She never fully regained motor control and was essentially a different person physically and mentally.
To cut a long story short, fast forward 2 years later and she did finally commit suicide. I found her body one morning after waking.
People can hide their depression very well as I found her to be a happy and well adjusted person 99% of the time. If anyone any of you know mentions suicide, take it very seriously and seek medical attention or advice.
Sorry to hear that man. Depression is a killer and it's impossible to explain to someone who's never had it how tough it really is. I suffered in my early 20's and only through a brutal force of will and some medication was I cured. Funny thing was that there was nothing wrong in my life, I just didn't want to live.
Saying that, I still think that the majority of people are fucking namby-pamby and claim they suffer when they really aren't. A depression suffer, a REAL suffer tries to hide it, tries their best to appear happy and well adjusted. You can tell they're really struggling whilst a fucker poser with no balls is always down in the dumps over everything.
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The time when my aunt died, the love of my life left me shortly afterwards, and my mother died in my arms while i was trying to save her with CPR not long after that.
All of this happening within a short period of time.
Needless to say i was in a very dark place.
Nothing could have hurt me more, a call from the Doc saying i had cancer would have been a relief for example.
Wife attempted suicide in 2001, but I intervened and she ended up in a coma for 4 weeks. She suffered an anoxic brain injury similar to a stroke victim. Had to relearn everything from square one....speech, muscle control, control of emotions etc...and was wheelchair bound for a year or so afterwards. She never fully regained motor control and was essentially a different person physically and mentally.
To cut a long story short, fast forward 2 years later and she did finally commit suicide. I found her body one morning after waking.
People can hide their depression very well as I found her to be a happy and well adjusted person 99% of the time. If anyone any of you know mentions suicide, take it very seriously and seek medical attention or advice.
Damn, life can be harsh. Feel for you guys.
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mental= finding out i was an intelligent caring human being in a world of assholes. physical= quite a few compound fracture of tibia hs football, kidney stones rank 6 hip replacement surgeries several concussions. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger i guess.
Ohhh you poor thing. I discovered that when i was 6 when my mom promised me spaghetti for supper and i got catfish instead and cried. Welcome to thunder dome bitch ;D
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Sorry to hear that man. Depression is a killer and it's impossible to explain to someone who's never had it how tough it really is. I suffered in my early 20's and only through a brutal force of will and some medication was I cured. Funny thing was that there was nothing wrong in my life, I just didn't want to live.
Saying that, I still think that the majority of people are fucking namby-pamby and claim they suffer when they really aren't. A depression suffer, a REAL suffer tries to hide it, tries their best to appear happy and well adjusted. You can tell they're really struggling whilst a fucker poser with no balls is always down in the dumps over everything.
I agree with you. The docs prescribed anti-depressants but didn't couple up with psychotherapy which is a big no-no from what I've read. The particular anti-depressant she was on may have also heightened her suicidal tendencies. She was indulging in rec drugs too which I'm sure exacerbated the situation.
Good to hear you found a way to deal with and cure your depression as too often people suffer in silence due to the stigma most attach to it. Most are unwilling or afraid to seek any form of treatment.
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Ohhh you poor thing. I discovered that when i was 6 when my mom promised me spaghetti for supper and i got catfish instead and cried. Welcome to thunder dome bitch ;D
;D i live for this shit....
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Having to go through a battlefield we just fought for for 3 days (for the kids here look up Breakup of Yugoslavia 1992/1993 or UNPROFOR) and lloking through their pockets for maps/documents. The stench was PUTRID!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-X :-X :-X
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My son being in Boston's children's hospital when he was just a week old , worse time in my life bar none. He's was fine and is fine but not knowing at first absolutely crushes you in a indescribable way.
I seen parents there with their babies and they were never leaving that place with their baby , it was a real humbling experience , that experience reminds me often that you shouldn't bitch about inane shit because believe me there are people with so much more real problems than you.
Losing my youngest sister at 35 is right up there.
Hmm, I feel your pain, having two children myself.
Losing my father to cancer was bad- even worse was seing him being gradually destroyed by it.
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Mules are sterile and can`t reproduce. Must be "gods" little accident right. ::)
God hates liberals. Democrats can't be Christian. Therefore mules are not republicans. I learned all these things on getbig.
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Getting sucker punched can be fairly painful..
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When my first true love said she wanted 'space' and officially dumped me a week later. My insides was torn to shreds. I'd wake up at night and had difficulty breathing. She was the last thing in my mind when I closed my eyes at night, she was the first thing that came up in my dreams if I was lucky enough to fall asleep, and the first thing in my mind when I opened my eyes in the morning. That period in my life change me forever. To this day (12 years later), I still don't trust any bitch and never allow myself to get close to any woman again.
You know, the funny thing is that she ended up marrying a real dickhead, had a kid and got divorced, married another asshole, got fat and last I heard she was in the process of divorcing again. I saw a picture of her and she aged tremendously the past 10-12 years. She'd 32 and looks 45. Ragged. But, regardless of her face and body, she still has those beautiful eyes and mysterious Mona Lisa smile. Even as she grows old and her looks fade, she's always going to be that one that got away.
Ah well. >:(
being dumped is hard because it means lowered odds of survival and reduced odds of giving birth to an offspring. It also means you lost at natural selection and that eternity (thru the transmission of your genes) is denied to you by the will of someone else. No wonder it's the most difficult psychological feeling that can be felt.
I wonder how will true anus deal with it when jizzabelle finally finds out he s just a kid and that she needs a real man before she cant have kids anymore.
Remember the arvilla and laura lee story?
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being dumped is hard because it means lowered odds of survival and reduced odds of giving birth to an offspring. It also means you lost at natural selection and that eternity (thru the transmission of your genes) is denied to you by the will of someone else. No wonder it's the most difficult psychological feeling that can be felt.
I wonder how will true anus deal with it when jizzabelle finally finds out he s just a kid and that she needs a real man before she cant have kids anymore.
Remember the arvilla and laura lee story?
Hmm, that's a bit deep uberman, not sure it's that bad you know. I'd like to think that I was just immature with no experience in such matters and I was woefully unequipped to handle such a situation. I think it's more a matter of the fact that she gave me pleasure and I wanted to hang on to that, in no way did I ever wanted kids or 'pass on my genes'. Not then, not now.
What's with Adonis and Jezebelle then? Who is she?
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I've only ever read the first sentence in a post by uberman, it is such usless bs lol, but that hurt you felt when were dumped is the price you pay for being deceived by women. They indeed are animals, they were animals before you were dumped and they are still dumped, this approach to women where you don;t let yourself get close, this approach is the correct approach and it should have been the default approach but again you were deceived. The reason they are animals is that they are so anxious all the time, they are desperate, it's what makes them want to be with men so that they can be relieved of their anxiety by relating to them and accepting their will, and also why they behave like dogs. The worst thing you can do to a womanis give her some power, this is what gives them insomnia and drives them mad because having power is a high but when you come back down anxeity and paranoia creep in
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I've only ever read the first sentence in a post by uberman, it is such usless bs lol, but that hurt you felt when were dumped is the price you pay for being deceived by women. They indeed are animals, they were animals before you were dumped and they are still dumped, this approach to women where you don;t let yourself get close, this approach is the correct approach and it should have been the default approach but again you were deceived. The reason they are animals is that they are so anxious all the time, they are desperate, it's what makes them want to be with men so that they can be relieved of their anxiety by relating to them and accepting their will, and also why they behave like dogs. The worst thing you can do to a womanis give her some power, this is what gives them insomnia and drives them mad because having power is a high but when you come back down anxeity and paranoia creep in
Advice I wish I took years ago. Through the years I've been with and dated some amazing women, most of them wanting to settle down and have kids. While they're curled up in my arm looking at property prices and good schools, I'm thinking about a way dumping her without hurting her too much. I've given a woman power once or twice and without fail they abused it. I took it right back by telling her to fuck off and they came crawling back. These days I don't give a fuck about women and seem to have a lot of good luck with them.
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being dumped is hard because it means lowered odds of survival and reduced odds of giving birth to an offspring. It also means you lost at natural selection and that eternity (thru the transmission of your genes) is denied to you by the will of someone else. No wonder it's the most difficult psychological feeling that can be felt.
I wonder how will true anus deal with it when jizzabelle finally finds out he s just a kid and that she needs a real man before she cant have kids anymore.
Remember the arvilla and laura lee story?
Wrong again. Our current social and personal relationships bear almost no resemblance to those of 200-300,000 years ago. Even then monogamy was not widespread so there would be no "dumping" to speak of. Also, Nobody is lowering their survival rate by being "dumped hard" you ignorant schlemiel. Furthermore, ending a relationship has nothing to do with natural selection whatsoever. Maybe someone dumped their girlfriend because they rather pursue their own goal irrespective of sex. Jezebelle despises children and wants no part of it so there is no finding out anything. I do wonder when depression will finally overtake you as you have been battling with it for quite some time.
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Hmm, that's a bit deep uberman, not sure it's that bad you know. I'd like to think that I was just immature with no experience in such matters and I was woefully unequipped to handle such a situation. I think it's more a matter of the fact that she gave me pleasure and I wanted to hang on to that, in no way did I ever wanted kids or 'pass on my genes'. Not then, not now.
What's with Adonis and Jezebelle then? Who is she?
He is ALWAYS wrong if you notice. I find it hilarious. He is just a little depressed Jesus Worshiping depresso-schizoid with a shitty physique.
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Advice I wish I took years ago. Through the years I've been with and dated some amazing women, most of them wanting to settle down and have kids. While they're curled up in my arm looking at property prices and good schools, I'm thinking about a way dumping her without hurting her too much. I've given a woman power once or twice and without fail they abused it. I took it right back by telling her to fuck off and they came crawling back. These days I don't give a fuck about women and seem to have a lot of good luck with them.
The first reaction you have when you realize you were mistreated by giving someone power, or at least my first reaction, is you hate power and you hate people who seek it. THis is no good, where would th ehuman race be without power hungry people. I plan 1) getting rich, and then 2) finding a very young girl (or two lol), young enough so that they aren't jaded and havent been mistreated by a man yet, and work to have a lot of power in her life and never ever abuse that power the way people abused me... this doesn't mean never disciplining her or treating her like a princess because this is really a weakness, it means to have a good intention at all times and convince her that maybe this world isn't as dark as it really is... try to keep her from ever becoming disillusioned. I will live through the little apply in her that was never disappointed
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He is ALWAYS wrong if you notice. I find it hilarious. He is just a little depressed Jesus Worshiping depresso-schizoid with a shitty physique.
I don't really post too often so I don't know all the characters here, but he does seem to delve into a point too deeply perhaps creating issues where non exists. I find it quietly distressing that some buffoons can't seem to grasp the fact that not everyone wants offspring or passing on of genes. Maybe some of us have moved past evolutionary 'needs'.
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Falling in love with a immoral woman.
X2. She took my daughter away from me while we were getting a divorce and I only got to see her a few days per week. It was the only way left she knew to hurt me.
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I don't really post too often so I don't know all the characters here, but he does seem to delve into a point too deeply perhaps creating issues where non exists. I find it quietly distressing that some buffoons can't seem to grasp the fact that not everyone wants offspring or passing on of genes. Maybe some of us have moved past evolutionary 'needs'.
Exactly. We easily have control over many of our genes. As Steven Pinker says, "My Genes can go and jump in the lake".
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Everyone's wrong but TA..LOL. Huge character flaw.
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true anus is the result of coming from an intelectual family, and not having been loved. A cynical pompous asshole who doesnt contribute to anything and criticize everyone constantly, yet is a deeply insecure and sad child hiding behind a character made of paper. As he ll age he wont be able to deny reality anymore. He can do it cause he has jezebelle, but when she ll get sick of his character/will want kids, he ll end alone and will then start to wonder why all of this happened to him. The same old story over and over.
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Advice I wish I took years ago. Through the years I've been with and dated some amazing women, most of them wanting to settle down and have kids. While they're curled up in my arm looking at property prices and good schools, I'm thinking about a way dumping her without hurting her too much. I've given a woman power once or twice and without fail they abused it. I took it right back by telling her to fuck off and they came crawling back. These days I don't give a fuck about women and seem to have a lot of good luck with them.
so because they want kids and create a family, create life.....they want power (to dominate you, to kill you, to enslave you...just like your mother right?) and you have to hurt them and ruin their natural , life oriented need.
eeeer...OK.. perfectly logical... so you were born because your mother was a power hungry snake who fooled your father...
let me guess, your father left your mother and told you women were all abusive power hungry whores whose only pleasure and goal in life is to enslave men, torture them, manipulate them, and that you should only have sex with and then dump?
Did your father's father abandon his mother when he was a child?
And so on, and on, and on... until lineages stop.
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true anus is the result of coming from an intelectual family, and not having been loved. A cynical pompous asshole who doesnt contribute to anything and criticize everyone constantly, yet is a deeply insecure and sad child hiding behind a character made of paper. As he ll age he wont be able to deny reality anymore. He can do it cause he has jezebelle, but when she ll get sick of his character/will want kids, he ll end alone and will then start to wonder why all of this happened to him. The same old story over and over.
I bet you and Pudgy Stinkerton, your fat wife, want children to lessen the manic depression that has plagued you for quite some time. People like you need a "purpose", a Jesus Christ and a god because reality is just too much to grasp and comprehend so by keeping yourself willfully ignorant, it allows you to stop from putting the gun to your head or the noose around your neck or the pills down your throat.
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GETTING HIT BY A TRAIN. SERI0US.
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Out all seriousness, I sincerely think TA has some serious mental issues. He tries to portray himself as something he's clearly not. If he is, he's a trust fund baby, clearly his moral ethics are not of that of a normal fuctioning person. If he doesn't want kids that's his perogitive and quite frankly we're better off without another image of he or his sister Jezzabell running around, but for him to ask people why they would want kids then critisize them for what they believe warrents a slap from here to N.Carolina. TA...who in the FUCK are you too critisize people when you yourself obvously came from dysfunctional up bringing as seen in your posts, beliefs and thoughts of what other people think.
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where do I start?
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Out all seriousness, I sincerely think TA has some serious mental issues. He tries to portray himself as something he's clearly not. If he is, he's a trust fund baby, clearly his moral ethics are not of that of a normal fuctioning person. If he doesn't want kids that's his perogitive and quite frankly we're better off without another image of he or his sister Jezzabell running around, but for him to ask people why they would want kids then critisize them for what they believe warrents a slap from here to N.Carolina. TA...who in the FUCK are you too critisize people when you yourself obvously came from dysfunctional up bringing as seen in your posts, beliefs and thoughts of what other people think.
Oh spare me the futile explanation of twaddle that regularly drips from your spastic brain. There is no reason to not ask WHY someone wants to produce offspring. People have different motivations for doing so it is clear. You beguile the poor welfare blacks for their penchant for reproduction as in your brain, you see this as their way to a possible financial gain.
Furthermore, if said welfare recipient were gaining financially from reproduction, do you stand by your oh so "chivalrous merit" and in turn not criticize them for wanting to turn a profit or do you shout from back of the short bus window that they are wrong in their intent?
Also, what is your motivation behind wanting another child? I suspect it has something to do with wanting to relive your youth so to speak and a way to keep you perpetually "young at heart". Or are you on welfare too at the moment?
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I like Dogs better. Dogs are decent people.
We have two dogs. Their devotion is remarkable. I talk to them like they are my children....which they are in a sense since my human children are adults. Some experts say dogs can understand about as much as a two year old child can. Unfortunately, a dog's life span is really short compared to a human's. Lately, several single friends have lost their best buddies, their dogs. It is hard when one's dog dies. I've had dogs my whole life. Although when they've died, I think I will never get another one, I always do.
As much as some of us treat dogs like people, they aren't people. One thing, no matter how shitty a personality you have, your dog will still love you. People move on. I had a real bitch for a boss many years ago. She said that the only "person" who liked her was her dog and she was absolutely right about that!
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Personally I think you're the one on welfare or some sort of government assistance. You didn't earn the wealth you claim to have, it was either given to you or your a bullshitter and since you've been caught in so many lies, I have no choice to believe you're a bullshitter. And yes, I'm sitting here Palm Springs at my condo from all of the welfare checks I've saved.
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And yes, I'm sitting here Palm Springs at my condo from all of the welfare checks I've saved.
Freeloader!
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I just feel entitled, the government said it was okay.
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Personally I think you're the one on welfare or some sort of government assistance. You didn't earn the wealth you claim to have, it was either given to you or your a bullshitter and since you've been caught in so many lies, I have no choice to believe you're a bullshitter. And yes, I'm sitting here Palm Springs at my condo from all of the welfare checks I've saved.
A friend tells me that condos in Palm Springs are going cheap right now. I'm not a fan of the desert or I would buy a vacation spot there. When beach front condos in Santa Barbara start going for cheap, I'll be the first in line to buy one. Well, never lived in a condo though....not sure I would like being so close to my neighbors.
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I just feel entitled, the government said it was okay.
How does one qualify for welfare? Don't you have to be poor and more or less be starving and homeless? In Oregon, I think you also have to have like a dozen kids that you support. I'm not sure single folks get welfare here. Not that I want to be on public assistance.
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We love it here. Had it for 5 years paid $175k at the time but it's taken a hit but we bought it with no intention to sell. 3bd 2bth on the golf course facing the mountains in a gated community. The down side is our HOA's are over $500mo. Nows the time to buy her tho, units like mine are going for about $148k
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We love it here. Had it for 5 years paid $175k at the time but it's taken a hit but we bought it with no intention to sell. 3bd 2bth on the golf course facing the mountains in a gated community. The down side is our HOA's are over $500mo. Nows the time to buy her tho, units like mine are going for about $148k
$500?! Does that go toward the golf course?
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We love it here. Had it for 5 years paid $175k at the time but it's taken a hit but we bought it with no intention to sell. 3bd 2bth on the golf course facing the mountains in a gated community. The down side is our HOA's are over $500mo. Nows the time to buy her tho, units like mine are going for about $148k
Do you just vacation there or do you live there all the time?
Those condo fees seem high, but even here where I live in Oregon, townhouses and homes on the golf course in Charbonneau have high home-owners or association fees. In Charbonneau, you pay extra to use the golf course.
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It's just vacation. We go out about 6 times per year. We do have to pay extra for the golf course and membership but it's a little pricy. During the on season it's tough to find a good course under a $100 a round.
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Losing a loved one.
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It's just vacation. We go out about 6 times per year. We do have to pay extra for the golf course and membership but it's a little pricy. During the on season it's tough to find a good course under a $100 a round.
Playing at Charbonneau costs a lot less than that..... However, with all the rain in the Pacific Northwest, the golf course does not need a lot of watering like one would in Palm Springs. One can purchase a monthly membership pass for a little over $150. Summertime daily fees are only $30 during peak hours for 18 holes and go down from there. So if one is inclined to play more than five times a month, the way to go is a monthly membership.
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Kinda hate to admit this, but i cried more when my dog died then when human family members died. Even ones i cared about. This happen to anyone else?
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Kinda hate to admit this, but i cried more when my dog died then when human family members died. Even ones i cared about. This happen to anyone else?
Something about a dogs innocence I know what you mean.
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Kinda hate to admit this, but i cried more when my dog died then when human family members died. Even ones i cared about. This happen to anyone else?
Is this the first dog you lost? I suspect the first time is often the hardest time. If a dog's life span is 1/7 of ours, one could conceivably experience the death of seven dogs. For folks like me, who often have more than one dog, that figure is increased greatly.
When a dog is ill or dying, they are so helpless. We feel like we should be able to do something for them, but that isn't always possible, particularly when they are just dying of old age. Like people, dogs often die of a stroke or failed organs. At least sometimes, we have to good sense to let them or if need be help them to die rather than suffer needlessly like we do with other humans.
Often a dogs end comes quickly. There isn't a lot of time to prepare oneself for the inevitable. Often with family members we know for a long time that they are dying. Many of us are mentally ready for their death. My mom died from complications as a result of emphysema (she was a really heavy smoker). She was sick for several years beforehand and often in and out of the hospital. Her death was almost a blessing when it came. I was sad to lose her but I didn't cry, as I remember.
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Is this the first dog you lost? I suspect the first time is often the hardest time. If a dog's life span is 1/7 of ours, one could conceivably experience the death of seven dogs. For folks like me, who often have more than one dog, that figure is increased greatly.
When a dog is ill or dying, they are so helpless. We feel like we should be able to do something for them, but that isn't always possible, particularly when they are just dying of old age. Like people, dogs often die of a stroke or failed organs. At least sometimes, we have to good sense to let them or if need be help them to die rather than suffer needlessly like we do with other humans.
Often a dogs end comes quickly. There isn't a lot of time to prepare oneself for the inevitable. Often with family members we know for a long time that they are dying. Many of us are mentally ready for their death. My mom died from complications as a result of emphysema (she was a really heavy smoker). She was sick for several years beforehand and often in and out of the hospital. Her death was almost a blessing when it came. I was sad to lose her but I didn't cry, as I remember.
Very well explained.
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so because they want kids and create a family, create life.....they want power (to dominate you, to kill you, to enslave you...just like your mother right?) and you have to hurt them and ruin their natural , life oriented need.
eeeer...OK.. perfectly logical... so you were born because your mother was a power hungry snake who fooled your father...
let me guess, your father left your mother and told you women were all abusive power hungry whores whose only pleasure and goal in life is to enslave men, torture them, manipulate them, and that you should only have sex with and then dump?
Did your father's father abandon his mother when he was a child?
And so on, and on, and on... until lineages stop.
I wondered if you were a weirdo and your inane ramblings in this post just confirmed it.
My parents celebrated their 32nd wedding anniversary in March. They climbed Kilimanjaro in April to celebrate. Every year they do something to celebrate their anniversary. Last year the ran a half marathon. Next year they're talking about cycling from Lands End up to John O'Groats in northern Scotland. Their parents, before both my grandfathers passed away, were both married for over 50 years. Very happily married.
My brother and his wife are expecting their first child in February. My sister and her husband had their 2nd baby last year and want another (Can you believe). Everyone in my family is well adjusted without any hang ups or peculiar views on life as I have. Both my parents support me to the hilt in whatever I do, or don't do. And what I don't want is some screaming stinky kid taking away precious time of the best years of my life. I don't find kids cute, adorable, funny or <insert any favorable adjective of your choice>. I find them an inconvenience and a hassle and something I NEVER want.
Kindly leave the half-baked theories and half-assed attempts at judging me, you're nowhere near correct.
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I wondered if you were a weirdo and your inane ramblings in this post just confirmed it.
My parents celebrated their 32nd wedding anniversary in March. They climbed Kilimanjaro in April to celebrate. Every year they do something to celebrate their anniversary. Last year the ran a half marathon. Next year they're talking about cycling from Lands End up to John O'Groats in northern Scotland. Their parents, before both my grandfathers passed away, were both married for over 50 years. Very happily married.
My brother and his wife are expecting their first child in February. My sister and her husband had their 2nd baby last year and want another (Can you believe). Everyone in my family is well adjusted without any hang ups or peculiar views on life as I have. Both my parents support me to the hilt in whatever I do, or don't do. And what I don't want is some screaming stinky kid taking away precious time of the best years of my life. I don't find kids cute, adorable, funny or <insert any favorable adjective of your choice>. I find them an inconvenience and a hassle and something I NEVER want.
Kindly leave the half-baked theories and half-assed attempts at judging me, you're nowhere near correct.
Quoted For Truth.
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physical pain? Getting viral meningitis from a mosquito when i was in college. Talking about fucking pain.
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physical pain? Getting viral meningitis from a mosquito when i was in college. Talking about fucking pain.
Did you beat up that mosquito afterwards?
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Bodybuilding wise in 2007 I trained, cardio'd, dieted & made many sacrifices for almost a whole year with the ultimate goal of competing in the IFBB Classic bodybuilding world Champs. As I got closer to the show I gradually became obsessed, very unbalanced..as anyone who competes will relate to... actually almost lost my job over that prep, broke up with GF - life truely sucked. There was just a lot of pressure on me to do well (pressure from the our National IFBB Federation & Supplement Sponsor to do well etc) and that combined with so many other life pressures going on, it was rough. Anyway after all those months of hard work (never worked so hard in my life for anything), I flew all the way on my own from South Africa to Spain in the best shape of my life.. But was disqualified at the weigh in for not making my weight :-[ I was over by 4 oz on my 2nd weigh in attempt I was devastated :'( was also treated very poorly by the IFBB Officials there >:( Was a very stressful bleak moment! But after putting things into persepctive it was a massive learning experience & helped make me seriously re-evaluate my priorities!
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Did you beat up that mosquito afterwards?
i killed the little bitch and some of her family when they were sucking my blood.
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Quoted For Truth.
I think ubermann is projecting the negativity of his upbringing out onto others. I notice when people criticize others it is often times a reflection of what they lived through or a reflection of themselves.
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Looks like none of you guys pissed razor blades in your life
nothing hurt as much
nothing
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I think ubermann is projecting the negativity of his upbringing out onto others. I notice when people criticize others it is often times a reflection of what they lived through or a reflection of themselves.
He has an absolutely horrendous track record so it must be exactly as you stated, an outward projection of himself and his plights.
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Looks like none of you guys pissed razor blades in your life
nothing hurt as much
nothing
I have actually. Never had a kidney stone but once in a blue moon ill get a razor blade like sensation.
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Looks like none of you guys pissed razor blades in your life
nothing hurt as much
nothing
passing a stone?
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passing a stone?
no I was a kid
urinary infection
You know like in the movie Green Mile when Tom Hanks is almost dying when he piss
exact same thing
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Something about a dogs innocence I know what you mean.
I have never thought of dogs as innocent. Dogs injure and kill tend of thousands of human beings every year. Dogs are a menace to society.
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I have never thought of dogs as innocent. Dogs injure and kill tend of thousands of human beings every year. Dogs are a menace to society.
I hope you mean "some" dogs are a dangerous. Most domesticated dogs are docile unless they are trained to be otherwise by sometimes disturbed owners.
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Bodybuilding wise in 2007 I trained, cardio'd, dieted & made many sacrifices for almost a whole year with the ultimate goal of competing in the IFBB Classic bodybuilding world Champs. As I got closer to the show I gradually became obsessed, very unbalanced..as anyone who competes will relate to... actually almost lost my job over that prep, broke up with GF - life truely sucked. There was just a lot of pressure on me to do well (pressure from the our National IFBB Federation & Supplement Sponsor to do well etc) and that combined with so many other life pressures going on, it was rough. Anyway after all those months of hard work (never worked so hard in my life for anything), I flew all the way on my own from South Africa to Spain in the best shape of my life.. But was disqualified at the weigh in for not making my weight :-[ I was over by 4 oz on my 2nd weigh in attempt I was devastated :'( was also treated very poorly by the IFBB Officials there >:( Was a very stressful bleak moment! But after putting things into persepctive it was a massive learning experience & helped make me seriously re-evaluate my priorities!
That is some crazy shit you went through. I don't believe I ever had good enough genetics to compete. Your post makes me feel good about my choice to weight train just to be fit and healthy as opposed to trying to win a plastic trophy and sacrifice my health in the process.
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I hope you mean "some" dogs are a dangerous. Most domesticated dogs are docile unless they are trained to be otherwise by sometimes disturbed owners.
Well, personally I am someone with an obvious bias as I have been attacked by two pitbulls and had my achilles tendon severed and arm mauled and couldn't walk unassisted for six months and still suffer psychologically from it now. I actually rarely leave the house as a result of this. It cost me about $50,000 so far out of my own pocket. I know some dogs are OK, but personally, ask any council about how many complaints that get about dogs, barking, trespassing, attacking other dogs, etc... it goes on and on. I learnt there is a judge at the local court who all they do all day long every day is handle dog offence cases, this is at a huge expense to taxpayers etc... Personally. I think dogs are smelly, ugly, loud, unintelligent creatures who are easily controlled by whoever provides a food source. I think this is why people like dogs, they feel omnipotent and all powerful in front of the dog, all just for filling a food and water bowl.
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I don't really post too often so I don't know all the characters here, but he does seem to delve into a point too deeply perhaps creating issues where non exists. I find it quietly distressing that some buffoons can't seem to grasp the fact that not everyone wants offspring or passing on of genes. Maybe some of us have moved past evolutionary 'needs'.
I have no problem with folks chosing not to have children. I do have a problem with folks that think because the have chosen to not have children they are somehow better than those of us who want or had children. Did you mean for your statement "Maybe some of us have moved past evolutionary "needs"", to come across as pios as it does?
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Looks like none of you guys pissed razor blades in your life
nothing hurt as much
nothing
I have a high pain threshold. I've had a couple of urinary tract infections in my day. They were uncomfortable, mainly because of the constant urge to pee, but not excessively painful. You must have let the infection get pretty bad before doing something about it.
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i have to keep this thread for info on future ownings....
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I have a high pain threshold.
No such thing, you either feel pain or you dont, some people just complain sooner. Thats all
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Well, personally I am someone with an obvious bias as I have been attacked by two pitbulls and had my achilles tendon severed and arm mauled and couldn't walk unassisted for six months and still suffer psychologically from it now. I actually rarely leave the house as a result of this. It cost me about $50,000 so far out of my own pocket. I know some dogs are OK, but personally, ask any council about how many complaints that get about dogs, barking, trespassing, attacking other dogs, etc... it goes on and on. I learnt there is a judge at the local court who all they do all day long every day is handle dog offence cases, this is at a huge expense to taxpayers etc... Personally. I think dogs are smelly, ugly, loud, unintelligent creatures who are easily controlled by whoever provides a food source. I think this is why people like dogs, they feel omnipotent and all powerful in front of the dog, all just for filling a food and water bowl.
Well, I can certainly understand how you wouldn't like dogs. If I'd had your experience, I wouldn't like them either. But I would feel hatred toward the folks who had the Pit bulls and didn't manage them properly. Dogs who aren't bathed periodically are smelly. Dogs who are allowed to bark or run free uncontrollably are annoying and sometimes dangerous. I am not a Pit Bull fan, so I would agree that Pit Bulls are not handsome dogs....but that is just a personal opinion. Surely there are folks who think they're really great. Dogs are very dependent on their owners for food, water and shelter....much like children are. I probably am the "alpha dog" in the eyes of the two dogs we have. However, I don't think being in charge of the dogs makes me special or omnipotent....anyone who does, needs to have their head examined.
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No such thing, you either feel pain or you dont, some people just complain sooner. Thats all
Good to know. I guess then that I am just one tough son-of-a-bitch. LOL! I've had a couple of surgeries where the doctor prescribed pain killers during recovery. I refused to take them because I don't like the way they make me feel. One surgery was a hernia surgery. The nurse kept saying that it had to hurt and I should take the pain meds. Getting cut hurts, I won't deny that. It just didn't hurt enough for me to want to get high on pain meds. I did let the doctor inject a local into my big toe before he cut off the toenail while I watched. Even for this tough old bird, that probably would have been a little more pain than I wanted to feel.
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However, I don't think being in charge of the dogs makes me special or omnipotent....anyone who does, needs to have their head examined.
I know, that's a little dramatic, but you are top of the heirachy. I am cat person, and i forgot to mention, dogs kill cats, rarely will a cat kill a dog.
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I know, that's a little dramatic, but you are top of the heirachy. I am cat person, and i forgot to mention, dogs kill cats, rarely will a cat kill a dog.
Depends on the size of the cat. ::) ::)
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I know, that's a little dramatic, but you are top of the heirachy. I am cat person, and i forgot to mention, dogs kill cats, rarely will a cat kill a dog.
My son is a cat person too. He's OK with dogs also but he seems to gravitate more to cats. Cats are less work since they are so independent acting. They still depend on humans for food and shelter, but many seem disinterested in affection from humans. Unfortunately, I am very allergic to cats. I am allergic to dogs as well, but the symptoms aren't as pronounced, especially if I bathe them every other week to keep their dander down.
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I think animals don't belong in the house, where does that put me? ::) ::) ::)
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Depends on the size of the cat. ::) ::)
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No such thing, you either feel pain or you dont, some people just complain sooner. Thats all
Thus the term "threshold"
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I think animals don't belong in the house, where does that put me? ::) ::) ::)
Hopefully, if you have any pets, you live in a warm and hospitable climate. It is generally advised that people keep cats indoors because they face so many hazards when they are outside cats.
Just as some folks don't want children, which is fine, some folks don't want pets, which is also fine.
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Hopefully, if you have any pets, you live in a warm and hospitable climate. It is generally advised that people keep cats indoors because they face so many hazards when they are outside cats.
Just as some folks don't want children, which is fine, some folks don't want pets, which is also fine.
We have two cats that are permanently outdoor cats and two Greyhounds that are permanently indoor. Cats do much better outdoors vs. indoors as long as you keep their claws on.
I aim to get a horse soon.
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To keep a horse properly takes as much, if not more, money than a human being.
Roughly the same as a luxury car.
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We have two cats that are permanently outdoor cats and two Greyhounds that are permanently indoor. Cats do much better outdoors vs. indoors as long as you keep their claws on.
I aim to get a horse soon.
Will you keep the horse in your house? Kidding! I had horses when I was a kid. Onetime, my parents walked our year old filly in through the back door of our house, through the kitchen and out the front kitchen door into the front yard. Somewhere in the garage is some old 8 mm film on which is recorded this crazy event.
Greyhounds get cold really easily. -Good that yours are house pets. They need a soft bed to sleep on too. We had a Great Dane many years ago. She had her own twin bed to sleep on. Our dogs are mostly in the house. They can go outside whenever they chose through a series of dog doors which accesses the back yard. It rain a lot in Oregon. For some reason, the dogs don't seem to like going out much in the rain. -Spoiled!
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That is some crazy shit you went through. I don't believe I ever had good enough genetics to compete. Your post makes me feel good about my choice to weight train just to be fit and healthy as opposed to trying to win a plastic trophy and sacrifice my health in the process.
It wasn't that there is anything wrong with competitive bodybuilding. It was just my over extreme approach in 2007 that set me up for failure, I took things way too far, thinking isolating myself would make me better. I put all my eggs in one basket at the expense of everything else in life and when I failed, it was a very bitter pill to swallow.
I still compete but now when I'm prepping I'm way more balanced, They way I approach it now is to "set it and forget it" I don't obsesses about Bodybuilding anymore,let it take over my life or even talk to anyone much about it. In fact most people I work with don't even know I'm dieting & getting ready for a show. If I'm hungry on the diet I just keep it to myself and don't complain & talk about it all the time. Generally just keep things in priority and get on with my everyday life. I spend more time with my family, supportive positive friends (have refeeds "cheat days" going to restaurants each week helps to keep me sane) and make sure my work is my number one priority, not bodybuilding.
There was a happy end to this story…In 2009 I actually got back on the horse , requalified for the IFBB classic world champs in Spain again, This time made my weight at the weigh-in ;) and ended up coming 8th in the World in a very big lineup (Out of 30 National champions ) I didn't win it but doing it was a personal redemption for me and an awesome experience! :)
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I think animals don't belong in the house, where does that put me? ::) ::) ::)
Outside the house.
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It wasn't that there is anything wrong with competitive bodybuilding. It was just my over extreme approach in 2007 that set me up for failure, I took things way too far, thinking isolating myself would make me better. I put all my eggs in one basket at the expense of everything else in life and when I failed, it was a very bitter pill to swallow.
I still compete but now when I'm prepping I'm way more balanced, They way I approach it now is to "set it and forget it" I don't obsesses about Bodybuilding anymore,let it take over my life or even talk to anyone much about it. In fact most people I work with don't even know I'm dieting & getting ready for a show. If I'm hungry on the diet I just keep it to myself and don't complain & talk about it all the time. Generally just keep things in priority and get on with my everyday life. I spend more time with my family, supportive positive friends (have refeeds "cheat days" going to restaurants each week helps to keep me sane) and make sure my work is my number one priority, not bodybuilding.
There was a happy end to this story…In 2009 I actually got back on the horse , requalified for the IFBB classic world champs in Spain again, This time made my weight at the weigh-in ;) and ended up coming 8th in the World in a very big lineup (Out of 30 National champions ) I didn't win it but doing it was a personal redemption for me and an awesome experience! :)
Good for you. Some folks never learn from their experiences. You have.
I am convinced that well rounded people are generally happier and more fulfilled than those who, as you say, put all their eggs in one basket.
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Jizz Jacking
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no I was a kid
urinary infection
You know like in the movie Green Mile when Tom Hanks is almost dying when he piss
exact same thing
I had that with my kidneys. Pissed blood for about 4 months. Clotted blood for a while too.
The pain in my kidneys was so sore I would vomit.
Not the worst thing to happen to me but a horrible experience. I had a camera shoved up my dick and it stung for a while after that too.
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I had that with my kidneys. Pissed blood for about 4 months. Clotted blood for a while too.
The pain in my kidneys was so sore I would vomit.
Not the worst thing to happen to me but a horrible experience. I had a camera shoved up my dick and it stung for a while after that too.
My former urologist had me doing a cystoscopy every year because I once had a growth in my bladder. After awhile, I actually got used to having a camera inserted into my urethra. The doctor would numb the first inch or so of the urethra which is where most of the nerve endings are anyway.
That urologist retired. My new urologist doesn't think it is necessary to continue this annual test which is fine by me.
Have you ever had you prostate biopsied? Not a lot of fun, I can tell you.
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for me? the day michael jackson died
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rectal prolapse.
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for me? the day michael jackson died
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Close second for me after the Take That breakup. :'( :'( :'( :'(
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When Gene told me we were going to work out and then he didn't show up...
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I'll play.
My dad split when I was a baby...2 years old. so growing up as a young boy I wasn't the happiest kid around....I really couldn't handle it. When I was 9 my Mom remarried, and her new husband and I really hit it off...he was the only one who "got" me and had the patience to help me get through some stuff, and I started doing good in school again, being more social...etc. So on my 13th Birthday I get a knock on the door and it was the Cops....he was trying to fix something on his truck, and the air brakes let go....and his head was crushed. At least he didn't even know what hit him...I still miss that guy.
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No such thing, you either feel pain or you dont, some people just complain sooner. Thats all
That would be what people refer to as the threshold part ;)
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getting kicked out of military school my freshman year of college. USMMA.
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AOO threads always deserve a bump
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caught my Bitch Getting Rimmed by her male Friend from work in my own bed..... ;D
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caught my Bitch Getting Rimmed by her male Friend from work in my own bed..... ;D
Jesus, I hope you weren't too serious with the hoe
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2 of my dogs that passed away. Still think of them every day.
Sold a car i had spent a long time restoring from the ground up when it was 99% finished. Still dream about it once a month or so.
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2 of my dogs that passed away. Still think of them every day.
Sold a car i had spent a long time restoring from the ground up when it was 99% finished. Still dream about it once a month or so.
My cat of 20 years dying did a number on me too , seeing them so helpless and you can't so shit to help them.
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AOO threads always deserve a bump
this is one of the all time best threads
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Fighting in Croatia and Bosnia when I was in my 20's... man's inhumanity to men... :(
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caught my Bitch Getting Rimmed by her male Friend from work in my own bed..... ;D
anal rimming?
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anal rimming?
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YEAH, good question! :D
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- having difficulty finding a job at one point
- some breakups with ex'es
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when i realized my hair is thinning and receding
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i once missed the anabolic window and had to stop at gnc for an emergency creatine shot
i still have nightmares
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when i realized my hair is thinning and receding
yes this hit me pretty hard also
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My cat of 20 years dying did a number on me too , seeing them so helpless and you can't so shit to help them.
Its just too hard when they go, swore id never get another dog couldnt go through it again.
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i once missed the anabolic window and had to stop at gnc for an emergency creatine shot
i still have nightmares
me neither. I do think post workout nutrition (in theory) could make a big difference on one's physique once they are past a basic level of development. (slin) but it's just a pain in the ass to be so precise all the time
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When dji'llneverweight181 said he looked better then me
...then I saw his picture and immediately felt better :)
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When dji'llneverweight181 said he looked better then me
...then I saw his picture and immediately felt better :)
Does he even lift?
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When dji'llneverweight181 said he looked better then me
...then I saw his picture and immediately felt better :)
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that kids pic is a pick me up for everyone on the board no matter how they look
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that kids pic is a pick me up for everyone on the board no matter how they look
Uh oh,now you've done it
...expect to be challenged for a pose off around Oct 31,2097 when he gets in shape!
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Uh oh,now you've done it
...expect to be challenged for a pose off around Oct 31,2097 when he gets in shape!
careful he might pm his pic to a random member
who will post how much better he looks than you
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careful he might pm his pic to a random member
who will post how much better he looks than you
Then if you accept his challenge he'll change the rules so he can make himself look better
...something like "I'ts an all over body competition....to mush muscle and you lose!"
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Then if you accept his challenge he'll change the rules so he can make himself look better
...something like "I'ts an all over body competition....to mush muscle and you lose!"
or the person closest to looking like a famine victim takes it
or perhaps the ugliest hook nosed cu nt wins
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or the person closest to looking like a famine victim takes it
or perhaps the ugliest hook nosed cu nt wins
;D :D ;D
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Death is quite easy to deal with if you realize it can happen to anyone at any moment. Expect it to come your way and to everyone you know as soon as possible. None of us are going to write Beethoven`s Ninth Symphony anyways.
And it's easy to die, it is a completely automatic process which is impossible to fail.
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;D :D ;D
or how about the person that can only put on 2lbs of lean tissue after a year on superdrol the most potent oral in history
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Divorce
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Or how a guy who finally joined a gym is going to all of a sudden to make more progress and look better then someone who's been a gym rat and lifting for years.
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or going to be a powerlifting world champion in the straw weight division cause you can do 5 push ups before snapping like a twig
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or going to be a powerlifting world champion in the straw weight division cause you can do 5 push ups before snapping like a twig
Or going to Ethiopia to enter the Mr Ethiopia light weight division.
...thank god for his nose or he wouldn't make the weight!
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or posting hundreds of pics of near naked men while talking about buttocks all the time
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When I died two weeks ago.
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When I died two weeks ago.
no that was the moment you showed you had no class
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no that was the moment you showed you had no class
So does that make you an ass with class?
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Or going to Ethiopia to enter the Mr Ethiopia light weight division.
...thank god for his nose or he wouldn't make the weight!
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lol
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So does that make you an ass with class?
no it means that i know that you are so desperate for attention on here you will do anything for it
it shames you
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no it means that i know that you are so desperate for attention on here you will do anything for it
it shames you
No I honestly thought it was funny. You ever hear the "too soon?" Jokes from today's comedians?
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No I honestly thought it was funny. You ever hear the "too soon?" Jokes from today's comedians?
death isnt funny even yours
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death isnt funny even yours
Awww! I knew you had a big heart. :-*