Back on topic...
I have sort of avoided this one, hits a little to close to home.
I would have to say I honestly don't know...
I have been with several men and been proposed to twice and said no both times, so is that love? I don't think so.
Recently I have been losing sleep and crying a lot over somebody I know I am no good for, is that love?
Now I am "comforting" a married friend going through a separation, it won't lead anyway so I am pretty sure that isn't love either.
Maybe I don't know what love is, does anybody?
edit: this is sort of cryptic xxxLinda stuff. Shows how much I don't know about it, I guess
hey...i dont agree with some of the posts ya make but this one touched me...
you'll know when it happens...oh trust me " the agony of beng in love" is apparent..
my first love..i remember once she ws supposed to go out to a night club with her friends...she ws supposed to call me (wake me up..i loved getting woken up by her voice) at 3 am when she got back...
ws i worried she would dance with and kiss someone else..NOPE...
all i could think about all night ws..." please god..let her be safe..please dont let her be too drunk to drive...please dont let the cops pull her over..please dont let anyone follow her to her car" ..and i'm a fucking athiest...i ws worried sick..i didn't show it at all when she told me she ws going..
soo..come 3 am right...and at this point i haven't slept at all..i'm sitting in front of the phone...the phone of course angled perfectly so the signals are full..sitting on my bed waiting...yanno i waited till 9 am...sitting ..just like that...almost in tears ..thinking something really terrible had happened....and soooo fucking mad at her...
..and then she called..around after 9..and i had planned to be soo mad at her..but as soon as i heard her voice over the phone...oh no not even that..as soon as i heard the phone right...it ws like my whole existance made sence again...it ws like i ws alive again...i could finally continue with my life knowing that she ws ok...i had planned to be so mad but all i needed to know (needed not wanted) ws that she ok..
turns out..she had gotton 2 drunk and had come home ealiesh...and had fallen asleep waiting for 3 am...
my happiness depended on hers...my world revolved around her...and hers mine...
i remember one time i forgot to call her...and when i did..she ws trying to be calm but i could sense that she ws almost in tears...
trust me...you'll know...