LOL no sorry. I've never taken E or any drug similar including MJ. I don't like to drink either. Probably drink about 4 times a year max. As for some reason it has a really big effect on my strength gains at the gym. Considering i'm not very strong anyways i really like to keep any strength i can get.
Fuck being strong, you have a shitty build and an ugly face, I am not going to lie. You are 18, have some fun and get drunk a few times a week. Don't get caught up in this stupid clean lifestyle, working out is great, it may even get you laid, although the way you look I doubt it. Get drunk, take some drugs, by all means find a lucrative career and have some fun.