I assume you look at any bodybuilder in the same light, correct?
BTW, steroids don't diet for you, do 2 hours of cardio a day, lift your weights.
My motivation was being successful...and I was.
Are you serious?
When you artificially elevate your test levels, aggression and focus is also elevated. Hence, greater motivation to train as 'results' come more easily.
Take away 'the test' and you take away the 'aggression and focus' to train.
Bob, you are motivated by the 'results' that come from using steroids. Being natural takes a different kind of effort and commitment; as 'results' invariably plateau.
You choose to go the 'chemical route' because you do not like the natural plateaus.
Bob, if you could only accept 'you' for 'being you' then you would have 'no need' to use steroids.
Now, do you understand what the term 'drug cheat' is referring to ?