GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF or at least bcome an alcoholic ...
you'll never amount to anything bb wise
stop wastin you time and whatever money you spend on food and gear and do somthing that fucking feels good
date a girl...eat out
date a girl and eat her out
stop pracing around the livingroom like a fag wannabe male jailbait
your dream is to be a sex object for homos and even that is too much for you as Father Almighty dealt you a harsh hand with your genetics
your daddy jacked off to Chadwick in his CLOSET and that's how you came about all dreaming to be a "bodybuilder"
stop killing yourself trying to be something you're not designed for
if you were trying to be a professional curler I would have understood...but THIS

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