I am not melting down at all. Not one bit.
I conceded that my bench and squat was much much less than sev's. I seen the vids and was very impressed. His 540lbs for a single eclipses my 460-70 for a single. I do have 440lbs on video though. And I said I was more than 100+ lbs behind him as I assumed that he was capable of more than 540lbs tbh.
My bench is nothing great. I don't have anything special on video I do not think, well not anymore.
I am bigger though sev. Granted I am much taller however my overall measurements are much larger. lb for lb you were/are stronger than me easily. Will I ever beat you lb for lb...? Probaly not as lb for lb become negligible after around 220lbs b/w and as I get stronger I likely become heavier/bigger.