its so bizarre how my mindspace has changed over the last 6 weeks. I used to get so worked up over some stuff on here, and now its just sosososo meaningless overall. in getbig perspective, I knew I was doing better when uberman had resorted to making stuff up about my life to try and cut me down. That made me feel very good about things. Anything fatpanda says just doesnt matter at all, I cant comprehend a more meaningless human being on this planet. Overall, its just nice to be in a better situation and not give a shit about what people say on here anymore. Geez I cant believe I got so worked up, what a tool I was. Well Im still a tool, just to a lesser degree